~Sad~

                                    

                                          
SAM
I sit in the car while colby and his new girlfriend play around. I know that colby I straight and everything, I'm not jealous that he found someone, I'm just scared he's gonna leave me in the dust, I lean my head on my fist, staring out the window. I feel my eyes start to water, I try to hold in my tears until I go into my room, but I start crying. I hated that I was gay for colby, there's no way I can date him, colby looks at me, then back at Shea. "Is this your house honey?" My mom says to Shea, she nods and gets out, colby follows. I watch out of my window, I see him grab her waist and kiss her good bye, I just imagined it was me. He gets back in the car and sits in the middle seat, he grabs me and pulls me into his arms. "We'll talk when we get back to your house." He whispers to me, I nod and lay my head on his shoulder. 
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Once we get back to the house colby drags me up into my room and shuts the door behind him. I sit on the bed, he sits next to me. "Sam, are you ok with me dating her? You seemed sad in the car." He says, deep down I wanted it to be me but I just nod. Colby comes closer to me and wraps his arm around me. "Sam, just because I have a girlfriend doesn't mean I'm going to abandon you, your my best friend, as Hannah Montana says, together till the end." He says, I look at him and laugh, I just wish he would understand that's not what I'm sad about. "I know, it's just that-I like you." I say, I look down, colby lifts up my chin and looks at me. "I'll do whatever I can to make you happy, because you made me happy." He says, I cuddle closer to him. "I wanna cuddle, but that would be weird for you, you have a girlfriend." I say, colby leans back on the bed and puts out his arms. "Climb in, its not weird, best friend always comes first." He says, I smile and climb into his arms, it felt good to get the affection I desired, we fall asleep.