Chapter 50| Hi.

                                    

                                          


*Hayleys POV*

                          
I woke up to an empty bed. For a moment, I thought I was at my home, my real home, with Hayes. Everything was fine, and he was just downstairs trying to make breakfast or something. But then reality took over me and my eyes watered. I looked over at the nightstand and my phone. Missed Calls, Ignored Texts, all from Hayes. I didn't bother to read them, not quite yet. 
                          
(*Cue Distace by Jack and Jack*😏)

                          
"THROW DAT ASS IN A CIRCLE" I heard the voice of the one and only, Hamilton Nash Grier. I laughed and slowly managed to get out of bed. 
                          
I walked over to the empty dresser that had a mirror on top of it, and looked at myself. Oh my god. My makeup was completely a mess, but it somehow matched my heart. I walked into the connected bathroom and wet a towel. As best as I tried, i wiped the makeup off. But not all of it comes off, no matter how hard I tried. It's kinda like this, Hayes is the makeup. I know, weird as hell. But no matter how messed up it is, I can try to wipe it away, out of my thoughts. But it stays, and constantly a reminder and distraction.
                          
Eventually I managed to make my way downstairs. I saw Matt, Nash, and Cam in the kitchen. Both Matt and Nash looked absolutely wasted. Nothing new. 
                          
"Hey Hayley. Where's Hayes?" Matt asked twirling around in the barstool. Cameron gave him a glare and looked and me sweetly. I managed a smile and say down next to Nash. 
                          
"I made you Bacon. Matt kinda ate some, but there's still some left." Cameron smiled and handed me a plate. He is so sweet. But I realized I like him, as a best friend. Anyways, he was way older than me. 
                          
"Thanks. I'm not really that hungry though." I looked down. Nash was at this point passed out on the ground. Both Cameron and I laughed and grabbed a sharpie. We drew on Nash's face and I posted pictures. 
                          
"So Hayley, um I was wondering if you'd like to go see that new movie tonight?" Cameron asked shyly. I couldn't say no. 
                          
"Sure. But I really don't have anything to wear.." I said. There was no way in hell I was wearing a dress to the movies. 
                          
"Oh. So how about we just stay in and I can order a movie or something?" He smiled. I smiled back and nodded. 
                          
It made no sense to me as to why Cameron doesn't have a girlfriend. He is handsome, sweet, and the nicest person I have ever met. He is perfect for someone, and that someone is Definitely not me.
                          
I went back upstairs to the guest room. All I wanted as to be alone and think peacefully. But even thinking about being next to Harry Styles didn't work. Hayes would somehow find his was back into the picture. No matter how hard I tried I could hear his voice, his laugh, or just see his smile that I found adorable. 
                          
I have to get him back. 

                          
*Hayes POV*
                          
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. 
                          
I say alone in the empty beach house, next to Cali. Nothing felt right. I was pissed at myself for hitting Cameron. Sure, he could've minded his own business and not have gotten us into this mess. But if he wouldn't have, who knows what couldn't happened. 
                          
My stomach growled and I walked over to the kitchen. Crap. I know how to make nothing. Nothing but ice cream. I couldn't look at ice cream the same without Hayley.
                          
Where is she? She must be at the Cashews. I wonder if she even misses me. I need to go find her. Apologize to her. But what if she doesn't take me back, or likes Cameron? They're a lot alike. They get along great. And I'm this thing that fucks things up. 
                          
I tried texting Hayley multiple times. I know she's probably seen them. Chicks always got her phone with her. 
                          
I went back into the living room and sat back down on the couch. My phone rang and I popped up, in hopes it was Hayley. 
                          
It's fucking Nash. 
                          
"What?" I answered clearly annoyed. 
                          
"Yo" he slurred. 
                          
"What does your drunk ass want?" I rolled my eyes as if he could see. 
                          
"I want you." 
                          
"Da fuck. Nash are you ok?" 
                          
"I want you. Over here." He slurred. 
                          
"Nash I'm not having sex with you." 
                          
"Noo I want you over here to see Hayleyyy. She's sitting in the guest room crying. Hayesss come onn" he coaxed. Hayleys crying? Over me? 
                          
"Nash. I'll be right over." I say hanging up.

                          
*Hayleys POV*

                          
"Hayley!!" Nash yelled for the millionth time. Now I have a headache. 
                          
"What?" I yelled back. 
                          
"Hayes isss coming over" He yells and my heart races. I can't let Hayes see me like this! 
                          
I hurry and fix myself. It's kinda had to do that when you're were a boys sweats and you have no brush whatsoever. 
                          
"GET OUT! SHE DOESNT WANT YOU HERE!" I hear Cameron yell. I run down the stairs at lightning speed, nearly tripping. 
                          
"Hayley!" Hayes yells smiling, even though Cameron had him pinned up against the wall, ready to swing any second. 
                          
"Cameron no. Let him down." I say. Cam gives me an 'are you sure look' and I nod. Hayes falls to the ground but quickly stands up. He ran over to me and hugged me so tight, I could barely breath. His warth was something I was missed. His smell. Him. 
                          
"I'm so sorry. For everything. I realized how much I need you Hayley. Will you please forgive me." He asked on his knees holding my hand. I could see hope in his eyes. 
                          
"Yes. But." I stop him from celebrating.
                          
"But?" He asked with an odd look on his face. 
                          
"But. I'm still mad at you." I say. His face falls and he stands up. 
                          
"I get that. You don't think in mad at you kissing Cam? I forgave you for that. Because I love you. You could kill my best friend, and I would still love you. But please, don't kill yourself." He says. That clever Grier. I couldn't say anything. My mouth was to dry, and I was in shock. Instead I did something that I've been longing to do Ever since I walked out last night. 
                          
Kissed him. 

                          
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Ok wow. I've written 50 chapters. That a huge deal to me.😂 
                          
But I'd just like to thank you for reading this far, if you're reading this. I lost a lot of reader about chapter 35, and I almost deleted the book. But you guys who've made it this far, mean a lot. 
                          
You don't realize it but even just when I see your name pop up saying you voted or commented makes me smile. Sometimes the comments aren't always to best, but the ones who point out something dirty minded or straight up funny are awesome. So yeah. I just wanted to say I love you!❤️
                          
Also expect longer chapters!😏 

                          
~Haylee💕
                          
P.S. I love you guysss!