Chapter 33

                                    

                                          
Hey, guys so I haven't like officially edited this chapter yet so if you see any mistakes it's because I haven't edited! Anyways don't forget to vote! If I get at least 10 votes by tonight I'll post the next chapter in the morning or like sometime tonight depending if I get those votes or not. Anyways enjoy! 
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"You called me?" I ask, barging into Derek's office. I could honestly care less about knocking at this point. That would be too polite of me and I have no intentions on being "polite" to Derek.
                          
"Yes." He motions me to sit down on the couch. I look at it, remembering what I had asked him the last time I was in here. I had no doubt that him and Kelly had sex on the couch because where else would they do it at? The floor?
                          
I shake my head, giving the couch a disgusting look. I seriously would have to get him a new couch.
                          
He arches his eyebrow confusingly at me.
                          
"There's a 99 percent chance that you fucked Kelly on that couch so- I'm good." I nod, awkwardly standing around.
                          
He sighs, clearly frustrated. "You're allowed to make me feel like shit about doing stuff with her when you clearly did shit with Eric?" I wanted to laugh because I hadn't done anything besides kiss Eric but I wasn't about to tell Derek that.
                          
In fact, I would happily make it sound like we did so much more than kiss.
                          
"I only sucked his dic-" Derek's snaps his head up and I could clearly see that I had set him off, his wolf immediately present in his eyes.
                          
I tried not to back the fuck up because I felt terrified suddenly.
                          
"Never mind." I shake my head, looking down in defeat.
                          
"Please spare me the details, Allison." He growls, clearly trying to control his anger.
                          
"Is there something you wanted?" I ask, changing the subject.
                          
"Next week we'll have a pack gathering to announce you as Luna." I nod slowly. "So what does that mean?" I ask.
                          
I watch him as he stands up and walks in front of his desk, pulling a chair out and motioning for me to sit in it.
                          
Now there's no way they had sex on that chair, right?
                          
I take a seat, looking up at him. "It'll be a sort of celebration to the pack, I expect you to be on your best behavior."
                          
"Okay.." I look at him suspiciously because I had a feeling he was about to say something that wouldn't sit well with me.
                          
"And if you'd let me, I'd like to mark you before then." And I was right.
                          
I immediately start shaking my head. "No! Nope! Never!" I cross my arms over my chest, shrugging at him.
                          
"Allison it'll have to happen eventually." I shake my head. "No, it doesn't. In fact, I'm never gonna let it happen so get it out of your mind."
                          
There was no way in hell it was ever going to happen. Not with everything that's been happening these last 2 weeks. Finding out that he was with Kelly well I was basically present, well that just destroyed any chance of an actual relationship between Derek and me.
                          
"Just think about it, that's all I'm asking."
                          
"Yeah, no I'm not changing my mind on it."
                          
"Look I'm not saying we do anything. I'll just mark you it'll be for show and if it disappears afterward because we didn't complete the mating process, so be it." He shrugs.
                          
I lean my head back in the chair, groaning.
                          
"Fine! I'll think about it! Can I leave now?" I ask. He gives me a smile, kinda like a hopeful smile. "If you want you can hang out here.." I frown.
                          
I hated that all this had happened with Derek and Kelly and me finding out because I wanted to be here with Derek. I felt like over the few weeks I've agreed to be his mate, we were actually growing closer and most of the time it was in here that we would actually connect.
                          
But that felt over. "You know I can't." I murmur, looking down at my hands.
                          
"I know." He says disappointingly. "I'll see you later." With that, I hurried out the door. It felt too awkward in there. Partly because every bone in my body was begging me to stay and hang out with him, but I couldn't. It'd mean that I'd cave in and just accept everything he's done to me, and I can't just do that!
                          
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"Oh, I'm so excited!!" My mom squealed out upon me telling her that next week we'd have a pack gathering to celebrate me becoming Luna of the pack.
                          
I was slightly excited as well. I mean it's not every day you have a bunch of people celebrating you for no real reason, well besides becoming their Luna but the title doesn't feel important.
                          
I had never actually been to a whole pack gathering, and Derek's pack was huge! So without a doubt, there would be a shit ton of werewolves attending.
                          
I wasn't even sure where the celebration would take place and what exactly you'd do at a celebration like this?
                          
I'm just hoping there's alcohol. Something about officially being announced as the Luna to this pack made me feel uneasy. It'd mean that it's 100% real.
                          
And although I've basically been the Luna these last 2 months or so, it never really hit me that this was my life now, I was a Luna! Which sounds so weird!
                          
Partly because I'm also human, and because I just don't feel like I fit the position.
                          
"I'm so happy for you sweetheart. And I'm so happy for you and Derek." My mom says, reaching over and running her hand down the length of my hair.
                          
My mom smiled, looking like she was literally daydreaming.
                          
"I can't even imagine your guy's wedding! It'll definitely be a bigger celebration!" I frown.
                          
Wedding?
                          
I hardly knew the word, let alone thought about it.
                          
Omg, would I eventually marry Derek? I mean I know I'm his mate, but marriage? Isn't that a little extreme? Isn't being a Luna enough? Do I have to marry the guy?
                          
In fact, I wasn't even planning on having any type of romantic relationship with him. We're at a point where we're just coping with each other, not even friends! I wouldn't say...
                          
After everything with him and Kelly we definitely were not friends or in any sort of romantic relationship!
                          
I mean before I found out everything, we were merely just becoming friends that kinda flirted, but now that was long over.
                          
"One step at a time." My dad points out to my mom.
                          
I had come over to their house for breakfast this morning, and also to announce to them that Derek would officially be announcing me as Luna.
                          
"Oh soosh! They can get married whenever they want. Preferably sooner rather than later but as long as they do! I've always dreamed of your wedding, but to find out that you'll be marrying an alpha, it's so exciting!" My mom beams. I glance over at my dad who rolled his eyes at her.
                          
At least I wasn't the only one that thought that marriage right now just sounded crazy and unrealistic!
                          
It felt reassuring to know that my dad thought what my mom was saying was a bit crazy.
                          
"They're both young, hun. They'll marry when and if they want to. Now stop bothering her about it, you're gonna scare her." My dad says.
                          
I give him a smile, and he smiles back, nodding at me.
                          
At least I had one parent that had my back.