Chapter 3

                                    

                                          
I woke up this morning without remembering any bad dreams. I felt good, maybe Zacky was finally out of my mind. I got dress and did my usual stuff before walking to my job again. 
                          
Today had been kind of a rough day. I saw a couple fight and I guy driving when he was dead drunk at 10 in the morning. Where is the world going? I got home and Brook was drawing my next tattoo on her working table. It was a skull with roses that I wanted to have on my left tight. I just had the time to take my stuff to my room when my cellphone rang, who could call me at 10pm? I saw the ID caller, it was Brian. Shit, my dreams might just go off again because of this. "Hello?" I answer, "Hi! Mary, how are you?" A really happy Brian. "I'm okay I guess, you seem pretty happy Brian" I told him, I think he's drunk. "Well, I hope that you will feel better than just 'okay!' because we are coming in town this Saturday and I want to see my best friend!" And as he said that I could see him put his usual smirk that makes every girl fall in love with him. True he was sexy but I didn't love him like a boyfriend, more like a brother. "Yo! She is my best friend! I love her more than you!" I could here Jimmy scream in the back. "Yeah, I guess it will make me feel better to see you both crazy. But I want to bring a friend, okay?" I ask them suddenly having the best idea of life, knowing that Brian doesn't have any girlfriend. "Yeah, it's perfect if it's not your boyfriend" He said joking, "Oh believe me! I don't even know what those are now! Bye Bri! See ya soon!" I told him happy, "Bye Mary!!" Brian and Jimmy scream on the phone before I hang up. I turn my head to look at Brook with a smile plastered on my face. "Brook, you are coming with me to see Avenged Sevenfold this Saturday!" I told her, she knew everything about Zacky and the guys but she never really met them. "I guess it'l be fun" She said like a zombie entering in her dark room. Shit, my plan have to work, I have to save her from that bastard of Adam.
                          
The tought that Zacky was going to be there it me like a brick in my face, shit I didn't think of that! I look in the living room to look for Luana, she wasn't there. I heard noise behind me, and there she was with her leash inn her mouth. She knew me so well, I can't believe she is a dog. She is so much smarter then many humans. 
                          
I changed my clothes into sweat pants and a sport hoodie, before I got out I took my iPod and plugged into my hears blasting everything except Avenged Sevenfold. Even if I was a fan of their music, I needed a break from Zacky even tought I didn't talk to him since we broke up 7 years ago. Usually when I saw the boys we would just exchange glances or good bye. That's it. I can't never trust him again. He tore my heart open and threw it on the ground like if it was shit. Something changed in him maybe one week before he had left me. I don't know what happened and I don't want to know it because it's none of my business today. And that hurts me. I got outside my apartment and started to run down the street with Luana by my side. Images and memory of Zacky and I were flashing before my eyes as I ran faster and faster, soon tears were rolling down my checks before I could control them inside me. I missed him so fucking much but I knew that he wasn't the same as when we were together and I couldn't do anything about it. I loved someone that doesn't excite anymore. The gentleman he was wasn't living in his heart, the love in his eyes either. Something had died inside him. And I couldn't make it live again. At least I didn't know how. Maybe I still loved Zacky because I didn't had anyone after him? Maybe it was only because of this. I violently brush away the tears and put a mean look on my face. I was tires of this game. The game that my mind played with me. I was going nuts over a guy that doesn't deserved it. He had problem, not mine! I push the memories in the fardest side of my head, hoping to forget them forever. I needed a life, without him. As I came back to my apartment and jumped in the shower, I promised to myself that when I'm going to see the guys this Saturday, I will totally ignore him! He forgot about me, so I should do the same. I was determined to move on, I hope that it will last until Saturday..