Chapter 6

                                    

                                          
Chapter 6
                          
*Cierra's pov*
                          
I suddenly don't like Jenn much anymore. I'm obviously jealous of her since I like Connor. Things are so weird when Connor and I hang out alone. If we have awkward silences, I always want to come out and scream I love you! Jc has done a great job keeping it a secret, which is really sweet of him since I recently broke his heart. We talk about it sometimes, but not often because I don't like discussing it.
                          
But off of that note, I'm going to a party tonight with O2L! They invited Jenn and I to some party that a bunch of Youtubers would be at. I'm so excited! The party starts at 6, and it's 4! I'm a girl, and I need time to get ready. The only problem is that Hayden keeps begging to go with me. Obviously I'm not taking her with me, but she wants to go because she knows all the Youtubers that will be there. She may know more people than I do! I curl my hair and cover my face with lotion and then concealer. I apply on a large amount of mascara and a light eyeshadow. I smother light pink lip gloss across my lips and then decide what to wear. It's pretty hectic as you can guess, but I finally choose a strapless blue seersucker dress with white heels, along with a gold statement necklace. I stand by the door, waiting for Connor to pick me up, since he knows where it is.
                          
*Connor's pov*
                          
I walk over to Cierra's house and ring the doorbell. She instantly answers the door. My jaw drops. I stand there speechless. She looks confused.
                          
"Connor, you ok?" she asks biting her lip. I blink and shake my head grinning.
                          
"Sorry, you just look... Stunning," I manage.
                          
"Well thank you. You don't look too bad yourself," she chuckles. I escort her to my car and as I start the car, I can see her mom waving on the porch. We smile and wave. I love Mrs. Fox.
                          
We arrive at the party at 6:05. My friend Tyler Oakley is hosting the party at one of his old friend's place. There's already a dozen cars around the block, so we park at the very end of it. We walk there, but I can tell Cierra is having trouble with walking in her high heels. I guess she doesn't wear them very often haha.
                          
*Cierra's pov*
                          
I'm at the Youtuber party right now and it's crazy fun! I've met so many new people like Andrea Russett and Troye Sivan! I've been with the O2L guys most of the night, because I know them the best haha. They introduce me to almost all the famous Youtubers I've only seen on a screen. I'm really nervous when I first meet them, but they're as easy to talk to as O2L!
                          
(Later at 10:30)
                          
*Cierra's pov*
                          
Ricky said he'd drive me home, and he did. We just left the party, and I'm not going home with Connor because he's with Jenn. Those two may or may not be drunk...?
                          
Ricky hugs me when I get to my house. I wave when I'm inside and he drives away. I sneak upstairs, since my sister and mom are already asleep (they go to bed really early as you can tell) and wash off all my makeup. I slide out of my dress and throw on a T-shirt. I fall in bed, but stay up on my phone texting and watching Youtube.
                          
*Connor's pov*
                          
I am not drunk. Get that straight. I did have a few drinks, but I am functioning normally. On the other hand, Jenn is not so sober. I haven't seen her this drunk since my last birthday party. That ended pretty badly... So just in case I was a little over toxinated, I called a cab to take us home. The cab just dropped me off at my house. I wave at Jenn. I tell the cab driver her hotel, hopefully she can even get out of the car. I unlock my door and walk up to my room. I am exhausted, so I need to sleep. I start to change out of my party clothes, when I hear the front door creek open. That's weird, who would be coming to my house at 11 at night? I hear the person moan and stumble around, then knock something over. I cautiously walk down the stairs to find... Jenn.
                          
"Jenn you scared me! What are you doing here I thought you were supposed to go to your hotel?" I say. She says nothing, just stares at me. She has the strangest expression on her face. She slumps over to me, and hugs me sloppily.
                          
"Jenn get off, you have to go to the hotel ok?" I say leading her to the door. Again, no response. She stops me when I start opening the door. She looks angry now.
                          
"Jenn?" I say worriedly. She stares at me, trying to be seductive. Oh no. Please, this can not be like last time.
                          
She drags me over to the couch and lays me down on my back. She sits on top of me and rips off her shirt. She unbuttons mine and throws it on the floor.  Jenn unbuckled my belt and she slides her pants off.  Even though I hate this, she's so sexy.  No Connor, don't think that.  She's going to do it like last time.  Half of me loves Jenn half of me wants to stop her.  She's actually really strong.  She's about to remove her bra when I shove her off of me onto the ground. I hear a thud, so she must have hit her head on the coffee table.
                          
"Shit!" she shrieks. She sits up with a cut on her forehead that's oozing blood. But I don't care. I jump off the couch and yank her hair to my front door.
                          
"Ow! Connor what the hell?" she yells squirming.
                          
"Get out!" I yell at the top of my lungs. "Get out Jenn! I'm not going to be with you if you do that kind of stuff! You aren't just going to use me like that! WE ARE THROUGH!" I slam the door in her face, not waiting for a response. Just then, my mom walks down the stairs, looking worried and shocked.
                          
"Honey who was--" she starts.
                          
"I don't want to talk about it right now I want to lock myself in my room, and go to sleep!" I shout at her. She looks upset. I stomp up the stairs and slam my bedroom door. I fall onto my bed and scream into my pillow. I'm regretting yelling at my mom now.
                          
"Why?!" I yell. "WHY!!!" My eyes water and tears fall onto my pillow. I cry loudly, but recieve no comfort. I don't deserve any anyway. Who would comfort me? My mom? No she probably hates me since the way I treated her. But then I think of someone. While sniffling, I take my phone out of my pocket and start texting.