Jungkook has always been the carefree maknae of BTS, but when the strain of their full hardcore schedule begins to take its toll on Jungkook he accidentally falls into little space , not actually knowing him self what it is , leaving a rather shocke...
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Hoseok POV
Walking passed Jungkook's room I heard light sniffles coming from inside, mocking on the door softly I listened out for the sweet voice saying to come in "who is it?"
He questioned from the other side his voice muffled probably by a blanket "Hobi hyung, Jungkook-ah let me in" I semi asked semi said , he hasn't been him self in the last few days and I was honestly quite worried " I'd like to be alone in you don't mind hyung, I will be out as soon as I have my thoughts gathered" .
"Actually Jungkook I wanted to talk because believe it or not once upon a time you would tell me when ever something was on your mind, and I know something is up because for the last few days you have been nothing but a disrespectful brat!"
But not wanting to cause an argument I mumbled a quiet "okay" before walking towards Namjoon who was slouched lazily in front of the T.V watching the news channel old man.
Laughing to myself I sat next to him barely concentrating on the program blankly stared at the screen before Namjoon spoke up "is he still locked in his room?"
Nodding my head I opened my mouth to speak as I heard the creaking of a door opening , turning our heads to the direction of the door my eyes were met with a puffy cheeked Jungkook plodding slowly towards us in a fluffy black oversized jumper.
"Hey hyungs" he said sitting in the seat farther away from us "are you okay only you've been ignoring everyone" I responded knowing I was treading on thin ice "with all due respect hyung , the only reason I haven't spoken to you is because you've been too busy 'dancing' with Jimin every night and not coming home until late at night" he said sassily air quoting the word dancing.
"Jungkook" Namjoon warned not taking his eyes off of the screen which he clearly was not interested in.
Biting my tongue I decided my best option was to go to my room and listen to my latest piece 'hope world'.
~~~Time skip 3 days~~~
Jungkook POV
After getting my head out of my ass I decided it was time to confront Taehyung about the 'love' situation.
Building up the courage to knock I had been stood in front of his dorm room for about five minutes too scared to knock mainly too scared to face my sexuality.
Bringing my hand up to the wood I knocked softly earning a gruff "come in" from Taehyung, pushing the door open he's eyes travelled to me standing awkwardly at the still open door "close the door" he stated doing as I was told I closed the door whilst he took out his earphones and placed his laptop off of his lap and onto the floor.
Shuffling towards his bed I sat uncomfortably on the edge not knowing how to start of the mini speech I had planned out in my head "we need to talk" I stated as a matter of faculty earning a hum to continue from him.
"I know I shouldn't have been ears dropping on your conversation with Hobi and Jimin but I was curious to see who you liked, I know I could have just asked but you would have made up a name.
I freaked when you said you love me because I don't know it sparked something inside something I didn't want to let out" a tear slipped down my face as I tried to explain "what's been let out Kook?"
Taehyung questioned placing a hand on my back and creating soothing motions "Im gay, I've known for years I just didn't want to let that part of me be seen by anybody. I know you and the other members are gay bisexual or whatever but I don't want to be I don't want I to love boys I want to love girls and it's not fair!" I sobbed letting Taehyung pull me into a hug.
"Jungkook our sexuality is not a choice. We can't decide if we want to be straight , gay or bisexual it's decided by fate. I knew you were hiding a secret and now you can exhale breathe again you may think it is unfair but learn to embrace it , its part of you Jungkook. It's part of MY Jungkook".
I let my self be eased into his embrace as I continued to sob getting his blue polo shirt damp with snott and tears.
After a few minuets my tears were now small hiccups "I hate that Im hopelessly devoted to you (all you Grease fans out there) and love you so much Kim Taehyung"
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HAPPY NATIONAL JEON JUNGKOOK DAY THAT I HAVE DECIDED IS TODAY!!! (9.4.18) Can we take a moment to appreciate this human being. Please somebody explain to me how he can be the most adorable cutesy bunny on the literal earth. You are going to be the death of me Mr Jeon.😫❤️
