Stop? Ch. 4

                                    

                                          
Seamus' POV:
                          
It's been a little under a week now, Sly and I have been are normal best friend relationship thing except for one weird thing. Sly keeps looking at me. And I mean, he looks at me like he wants something from me. I try my best not to be alone with him as I don't know if it'd be a safe thing for me. Being alone with that smirk, and sparkling eyes that never look away. But, today I can't avoid it anymore. Sly and my self are streaming today, we should start in about 30 minutes or so. Normally the guys would be around in the office, mostly Jordan and Dan but still people. Today is not at all the case as me and sly are on are own, the guys ran out for a big sale happening on the other side of town and they won't be back till an hour or so after the stream.
                          
Currently I am in my office not wanting to leave, I just don't like those eyes. The look he gives. It makes me want to run away for the factor of what kind of look it is, but. I have this feeling in me that's burning to get out, to get close to him. I shake my head a little snapping out of it. You have James Seamus STOP!
                          
"Seamus, we are starting in 5" sly says fidgeting with the door handle trying to open it, but I locked it.
                          
"I'll be there in a second" I say back waiting for him to walk off. I take a beep breath and leave my office grabbing a drink and then heading off to the stream room. Sly all ready started and was now looking at the chat. This won't be bad, just to best friends playing video games.
                          
~stream ending~
                          
"All right guys thanks for watching!" Sly smiles to the camera waving and then turning the stream off. I get up and go for the door as sly looks to the chat of good byes. I slowed my walk as I got closer to my office, sighing in relief. I reached out for the door but was stopped, sly pushed me up against the wall. His smirk largely printed on his face as he looked to me.
                          
"Sly?" I questioned, him not replaying in any way. "What are you doing?" I was a little worried, I was sorta waiting for him to just kiss me but instead he replied.
                          
"Seamus, you can not lie to me. When I kissed you I could tell you felt something" he stated devilishly. I never knew sly could be like this.
                          
"Sly I told you, no" I sighed a little, pushing to move but getting no where as sly just kept me placed on the wall. I looked up at sly in the eyes giving him a look of death. Then. He kissed me, pushing him self on me. It felt good, right even but so so so wrong. After a few seconds my eyes close and I started to relax. Still not okay with cheating tho. Sly let my arms go and I found my self not using them to push him off me but to pull him closer. I wrapped my arms around his wast and he moved his arms off the wall to around my neck. I could take it any more and I started to kiss him back, putting a little bit of force. I hungered for sly, it was amazing. Sly started tugging on the ends of my hair make me moan a little. Sly then stuck his tongue in my mouth forsfally, I fought him for a little till he won exploring my mouth. It was way to much at this point so I broke apart from him with my hands of his cheat. One last small moan coming out of me before we parted. Sly started kissing my neck when we heard the front office door open. Sly took my hand in his and pulled me into my office as I was still panting heavily. Sly locked the door as I sat down in my office chair as I came to the realization that I kissed back, and that I liked it. But stop! This is cheating. I can't do this to James, I care to much about him. Sly turned to me smirk still strong as he breathed a little heavy.
                          
"Sly, look this fun bu-" I was cut off by sly sitting down on my lap one of his legs on either side on my thighs. I froze as he sat a little taller then me, looking down in to my eye's.
                          
"Do you want me to stop?" He said leaning in to my lap a little more cussing him to rub up ageist me a little, I almost moaned out. I stopped my moan and firmly slapped my self mentally.
                          
"Sly. Stop. I can't do this. I have my reasons" I sternly told him, moving him off me. He looked sadly to me. But ignored his pout and left the room heading strait for my car. I waved to Dan and Jordan as I went by telling them I was outy, then I went home. Sly. You gotta stop this. It felt so good and the way his lips felt. I would never want to stop, but! I have James. I care for him a lot. I think this time I won't tell him tho. He'll go nuts at sly if he new. 
                          
~(o.o)~ writers note ~(o.o)~
                          
Sorry this chapter took so long to get up. I have been havering some problems with... Things. And just couldn't but. Here you go now
                          
;) stay cool guys!