A letter of love

                                    

                                          
Notion: this is a goodbye that George writes to you. Please let me know if you guys like these kind of chapters.

                          
Dear Y/N, 
                          
I dream I have your dead, lifeless body in my arms. When I wake up I always feel like I can't breathe. Like someone's choking me or that I'm drowning. Some times I wish I were, because when I'm dead I would be reunited with you.
                          
Mom is trying to get me to do stuff, but I always refuse. In the beginning I was willing to try but it would always end up with me tearing up about some stupid little thing we had memories with. 
Like when I was crying while doing the dishes because of the spoon that I was drying. I was crying because you had probably eaten from that spoon. Isn't that sad? 
Bad example, but I think it shows how much I miss you.
                          
You know, I was going to ask you to marry me after the battle. I had a ring and everything. I guess I've waited to long. 
I didn't have the balls to do it earlier, so I guess I just ask it now, even with that I know I won't get an answer. I just need to ask it. 
Y/N, will you marry me?
                          
I know you are reading this with her, so:
Fred, I trust you one more time. 
Take good care of her.
                          
Lots of love, 
                          
George.