Prussia loving.
Guys.
I just thought of this..
We all know Prussia does have a Crush on Italy. It's cannoned.
And then there's Germany. Who also crushes on Italy.Both brothers have no clue. And Italy is crushing on Germany,since he doesn't know about Prussia's crush.
Imagine:
One day Prussia decides to tell Italy his feelings,but he walks in,hearing Germany and Italy talking quietly,then they kiss,as if they had done this everyday. Turns out,they have. without Prussia's know-about's, Germany and Italy have been going out for 6 months now.
The two notice Prussia standing there with shock on his face, and they both blush bright red as Germany clears his throat trying to explain the situation of their relationship. Prussia just calmly and quietly says "sorry for interrupting, do continue" and he quickly walks to the front door, acting like he was meaning to go outside.
While he's walking out he looks perfectly ok with the scene, but inside, he's hurting.
So he decides to just take a walk and see if he could get his self control back. But soon pain writes across his face as he's forced to face the truth that Italy loves his brother, and not him. He feels his heart shatter in a million pieces, and he finally just stops walking and realizes he's deep in the woods.
So he just sits, putting his hands over his face seeing the image of his brother and the one he loved the most kissing and whispering to each other loving words, replaying in his mind like a broken recording and a bad nightmare that was too real for him.
Finally, Prussia makes a decision. He decides to never love, since it wasn't something he could ever have. And every time he tries to love something, besides Gilbird, he loses them. He already lost his brothers love long ago as a child. (I'll explain another time~) he decides love just wasn't cut out for him. So he just gets up and goes home, and goes straight to the basement grabbing his iron cross necklace and writing a letter to his brother saying he won't be back as he's about to leave he picks up a picture of his father further old Fritz and putting that into his pocket as well.
Prussia's always wanted to know what love actually felt like, and how being in love felt, before he disappeared. He's never really been loved. Germania never really had shown Prussia affection. And old Fritz hadn't been around long enough.( Even though he was a fatherly image to Prussia, and showed him love, it wasn't very long with him being human.) So all he wanted was to love at least one person,and be in a real relationship. But now that isn't going to happen.
He makes his decision to leave and die but before Prussia could disappear he's sits in his old Prussian territory. Italy and Germany start looking him once Germany found Prussia's letter, and they split up to find him faster. Italy finds Prussia first and calls out to him,running up to the ex nation. Prussia turns around and looks at him sadly. He stands up as Italy runs up to him, and embraces him saying "ve! Gilly! Me and Germany were look for you!! Why are you here?!"
And instead of explaining, Prussia says "Italy.....Ich need to tell du somezhing.."
Italy tilts his head as he waits and Prussia takes a deep breath and says very calmly "Ich know jur vizh vest. Und du make him happy.. I'm not going to be around anymore..und ich need du to vatch him.. can du do zhat for me?"
Italy looks at him confused, and then nods "Si, of course i will!" Then Prussia pulls back a little and looks at him saying , "I've kept a...secret. ich alvays have.. but..I zhink ich should tell du.."
And he takes another deep breath and lets out an old secret.
"Germany..is...HRE."
Italy stares at him, tearing up, and goes to turn away to run to Germany, but Prussia grips his hand and pulls him back.
"Vait Italy!" He looks at him and says "Ich have anozher secret... Ich liebe dich.."
Italy's eyes then widened, and Prussia leans in and kisses him. Italy freezes and doesn't do anything, he doesn't even kiss back. Prussia knew he wouldn't kiss back.. but he does it anyway. Then he pulls away, and kisses Italy's forhead and says "Tell vest ich said ich liebe him too, in a bruderly vay of course heh....und zhat ich said goody-bye.." He hugs Italy one more time and whispers
"gute bye..mein fruend. and then releases him,and turns walking away with his hands in his pockets gripping the picture and his iron cross.
Italy stands for a moment and then runs back to Germany, to tell him what had happened, and he's sobbing, as he soon sees gilbird on Germany's shoulder, and buries his head into Germany's shirt, unable to look at the fluffy yellow bird....that reminded him of Prussia.
Prussia starts to disappear, without a chance to even love, because the one he truly loved,loved his little brother.
But as soon as Prussia starts to fade, Romano finds him and calls out "wait don't go!" Prussia stops fading and turns seeing Romano tear eyed. Confused Prussia walks over to him "vas vrong?" Romano looks up at him putting his hands on the others chest and kisses him. Prussia's eyes widen as Romano soon pulls away
"y-You idiot why do you love him of all people!" Prussia stays quiet for a moment thinking and looks at Romano "I don't know" Romano looks away and closes his eyes
"ti amo idiot...I'm just like you, I feel in love with someone who loves another but we're the same! Don't you get it...I'll disappear as well it's just a matter of time....I could never bring myself to tell you because I knew you loved my brother...everyone loves him, my grandfather loved him more then me I wasn't even second best in his eyes...but I truly love you Gil.."
Prussia looks at him in disbelief but feels his heart beat faster as he holds Romano's hands and Pulls him close, embracing the Italian as he tears up and cries. Romano frowns and hugs back, not being mean for once and let's his feelings show for the Prussian.
"Lovi....I was so wrong...you're right I know why I liked your brother..it was because he could love me and be by my side but he could never understand my pain like you can...Ich leibe dich auch" Romano looks up at Prussia and pulls him into a heated kiss. "I love you Gil" Prussia finally could feel love in his heart and also in his soul, two torn and broken souls were healed again as they smiled embracing each other. Prussia pulls away slightly. He thinks for a moment before speaking.
"come with me, let's leave this place together and live happily forever up in the sky" Romano looks at him shocked but soon agrees
"I'll go anywhere with you as long as we are together amore" Prussia smiles as he holds Romano's hand and they both fade away as they give their final kiss and whisper sweet nothing's towards each other.
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let's disappear together
FanfictionPrussia gets convinced that there's no love for him but soon one person proves to him that they are the same. Disclaimer: picture not mine Owner: mieudiary.tumblr.com