He makes you feel insecure

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(2013 Harry)

You and Harry were sat downstairs on the couch, watching Disney movies, when he gets a phone call.

'Hey mate, what's up?' He asks cheerfully. You assumed it was one of the boys.

'Yeah yeah sounds good, see you in 10' he says, hanging up the phone. He looks down at you and smiles.

'Babe, Louis's gonna come over to chill and play video games, is that okay?' He asks stroking your arm. You smile and sit up.

'Of course babe! I'm just gonna go and change out of these' You say, looking down at your pyjamas.

You quickly run upstairs and freshen up. As you were putting your t-shirt on you hear Harry opening the door.
'Louis is here' you thought to yourself, smiling.

You and Louis are very close, he's like an older brother to you. As you were about to walk downstairs you hear your name in their conversation. You stopped and listened in.

'Soooo Haz! How's things? How's Y/N?' Louis asks Harry, sitting down on the couch.

'We're good. I love her to pieces. But I just think she's been eating so much recently.' He says and sighs.

Louis furrows his eyebrows and looked at Harry with a confused look.
'Ummm, what do you mean by that?' He asks.

'It's just, everyday she always comes home with cookies or donuts or ice cream! It's not like I don't like those things, I do. I just think she's going to get fat.' He said, sighing.

Those word hurt. So much. You felt tears prickling your vision, you silently walked back into your bedroom. You cried, not loud, as you didn't want them to be worried and ask you what's wrong.

3 hours later

'See you tomorrow mate' Harry says to Louis, as he closes the door. You quickly pretend you're asleep, as you're not ready to face him yet. He walks into your room and closes the door quietly.

'Hopefully he thinks i'm asleep' you think to yourself as you close your eyes.

He goes into the bathroom to brush his teeth, you took that opportunity to check what the time was.

11:11pm

You sigh, you were pretty tired.

The next day

You woke up to find Harry not in bed, you sit up and grab your phone. The smell of bacon and eggs filled your nose. You get up and walk downstairs.

Harry hears you coming down the stairs and turns around.
'Hey babe' he says walking up to you, wrapping his arms around you waist, kissing your neck. You smile and wrap your arms around his neck.

He looks down at you and kisses you on the lips this time.
'Hmmmm I love you' he says in the kiss.
'I love you too.' You respond pulling away.

'You hungry? I made your favourite! Bacon and eggs with pancakes!' He says turning around to pour the pancake batter onto the frying pan. You gulp as your stomach rumbles.

'You know what, i'm not really hungry. I don't feel very well' you say, lying.

'Aw kitten, what's wrong? Are you okay?' He asks worriedly. You giggle at his concerned face.

'I'm fine honestly, I'll see how I go, so no breakfast for me thanks.' You say, turning around to sit in the living room.

2 weeks later

You haven't eaten that much for so long. You were always hungry, but always brushed off when Harry asked you if you wanted something to eat or to go out for dinner. You must admit, you felt weak. You felt so weak.

Harry's p.o.v

'I'm really worried about her, man.' I say to Louis. He looks at me, with a sad expression on his face.

'She just. She hasn't been eating! Every time I ask her if she wants food or if she wants to go out for dinner she always says no and that she's not hungry! I-I just don't know what to do anymore. I'm worried sick.' I say, head in my hands.

Louis sits up abruptly and looks at me, with a shocked look on his face. I look up at him with a confused look.

'What's wrong?' I ask curious.

'No no. Oh my god, Harry, this is all your fault! Remember about 2 weeks ago I asked you how you and Y/N were and you said that she's been eating too much! Mate you gotta talk to her. It must've been that! She must've over heard! She was upstairs you fool!' He shouts.

'Shit. Fuck I've messed up so bad, I need to go now.' I say frantically.

When I get home I shout her name.

'Y/N!! Y/N!!!!' I yell.

Your p.o.v

You get up from the couch and go to the hallway to see if Harry's okay.

'Baby oh my god there you are! I'm so sorry!' He says pulling me in for a tight hug. I laugh and hug him back.

'I've missed you too! But what's the matter? What are you sorry for? Did you break one of my makeup palettes again?' I say, looking up at him, a serious look on my face.

'No no baby, please. I know why you haven't been eating. I'm so so so so so sorry. I didn't mean anything that I said to Louis. I love it when you bring home cookies and donuts and ice cream!! I love you just the way you are. You're not fat! Nowhere near fat! Please i'm so so so so so sorry. I hope you can forgive me please baby I didn't mean a word of what I sa-'

I stop him by kissing him. I pull away after a while and hold his hands in mine. I look down and sigh.

'I'm sorry I haven't been eating. I just thought you wouldn't want a fat girlfriend so I didn't eat. I'm sorry too. I forgive you. I promise I will talk to you about everything from now on and not take things to heart that much.' I say back.

He lets out a sigh of relief and happily brings me in for another hug.

'I'm such an idiot. I love you Y/N, just the way you are. You're so special to me. You're my everything.' He says kissing my face all over. I giggle.

'I love you too Harry' You say, kissing his nose.

For the rest of the evening we cuddled and watched Disney movies, eating pizza and chocolate..just like old times.

(please comment what imagines you'd like me to do next) all the love, Xx

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