Chapter 46 (Final Chapter)

                                    

                                          
Tim POV (Continued): 
"Are you real?" I croak out, feeling my heart start to pound out of my chest. She stares at me, tears streaming down as her entire body shakes. She nods slowly, leaving me breathless. "Oh my god..." I let out, struggling to come to terms with it. She stands, keeping the gun drawn as she slowly walks across the room. She walks along the edge, keeping decent distance between she and I, before going into the hall. I hear a door slam, while panic reaches an entirely new level within me. I run out of the room, opening every door in search of her. I come across one that's locked, telling me that's where she is. I pound on the door, feeling myself shake violently. My chest is so tight, I feel like my pounding heart may cause it to burst. "Faith! Please... Faith!" I cry, hearing myself sob. "Baby... Baby, I need help." I continue to cry out, pounding on the door again. I punch it so hard, I can hear the wood cracking. "Baby, please help me!" I scream, my skin feeling like it's burning as my world starts to shatter. I was so close to killing her... "Faith, help me! I'm dying!" I shriek, leaning my forehead against the door and sobbing. I can't bare this feeling anymore... I know this is what happens where I go too long without shooting up. 
I rush into the bedroom, patting around my pockets before feeling the baggy and needle in my front pocket. I dig them out, setting it down in the bathroom. I grab out the vile with my shaking hands, putting the needle inside and try to pull some out. My fingers slip, causing the vile to fall and crash onto the floor, leaving me staring in a state of disbelief. I pat my pockets in search of more, but that was it... 
I collapse onto the floor on my hands and knees, pressing my forehead against the tile. I scream, losing all the sanity left within me. I hug myself tightly, my whole body feeling like it's on fire against the cold bathroom floor. I hear my voice grow rougher, as I lose the power to scream, my voice now hoarse. I shut my eyes, hearing my voice rasping as I push out painful screeches. 
A hand touches my back, making me jump. My eyes launch open, revealing that the window in the room is now letting daylight in. I turn around, before backing myself against the wall. Kim stands with her hands up in surrender. 
"Tim, calm down." She says carefully. Tears cover my cheeks as I sniffle. I shake my head, feeling my chest hurt even worse than before. She looks saddened. "Tim, everything is going to be okay... I promise." She reassures me, as I pull my knees up to my chest. I shake my head again, before seeing Faith peek around the doorway. 
"I didn't mean to... I didn't... I..." I try to excuse, looking back at Kim now. Kim nods, clearing her throat. 
"I know. Like I said, it's going to be okay. We are going to figure this out, okay?" She says softly,  while worry begins to sink in. 
"What's going to happen?" I ask, seeing her cringe. She takes a deep breath, kneeling down in front of me and grabbing my hand. 
"We found a really nice place for you... It's out in Colorado. They're really good and it's absolutely gorgeous." She says, making my heart sink. I shut my eyes tightly, shaking my head. "Tim, I know it's scary, but you're going to pull through this." She lets out. I stand up and walk out, wanting to find Faith immediately. Kim follows me. "Tim..." She calls, as I rush into the hall. All the doors are open, apart from the one she was huddled in last night. I rush over and try to open it, feeling that it's locked. I knock on the door, trying to ignore the deep cracks in the door from last night's episode. 
"Faith..." I call out, before knocking again. 
"Tim, let's give her some space, okay?" Kim says, laying her hand on my shoulder. I bang on the door, feeling desperate. 
"Faith, please..." I beg, hearing Kim start to usher me once more. "Faith!" I shout, pounding my fist against the door. 
"Tim..." Jason lets out, walking up with Craig and Byron in tow. "Leave her alone for awhile, alright? It's been a long night." Jason demands. Byron looks down at his feet, seeming to be upset with how this is playing out. I knock again, before feeling arms wrap around me, pulling me back from the door.