Are you sure you wanna do this?

                                    

                                          
Selena's POV 
                          
Justin dropped me home and then stayed with me for a bit to explain everything. Then he left, he was said he needs to meet up with the gang again to deal with this problem with Joe and his gang. We were supposed to leave right away but Justin said he doesn't trust Joe and he could be leading us to a trap, so we will leave very early tomorrow morning. He told me to pack all the necessary things and wait for him. 
                          
I know what I'm doing is wrong. I can't just leave my mom and my life back and just run away. I can't do that to my mom, we were supposed to support each other and be there for each other no matter what. We left our old life, together, we stood by each other's side throughout everything. I can't just betray her now. 
                          
But I also can't tell her everything, I won't do that to her. She will break when she finds out that her daughter fell for a guy, who she's being protecting her from. Her daughter made the same mistake that she made, the mistake she regrets everyday. But Justin's different, he's not like my dad. He wants to protect me, not hurt me and that's the main difference between my father and him. That's why I'm going with Justin because I love him with my whole heart and I trust him more than anything. I'm also doing this for my mom because she doesn't deserve to go through what she went through again. By me going away from her, will protect her from everything. 
                          
Hopefully Justin solves everything and I can come back home soon. I know he will. I have hope in him. 
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I couldn't sleep all night. All I was thinking about was how my life is going to change. But I made my decision, I will go along with whatever Justin says. 
                          
I got changed and wrote a note for my mom. 
                          
Hey mom by the time you get this I will be gone. But don't worry I won't be gone for long, I will come back to you soon. I'm going on a vacation with Justin, I couldn't tell you because I knew you would have never let me go. But I really need this, I need to get away for a bit because I've been having a lot of problems lately and couldn't get rid of the past from my mind. I didn't wanna talk to you because I didn't want you to feel what I was feeling, I didn't want you to remember your past. So I hope you understand. Love you so much and I will miss you xx -Selena 
                          
I hope she believes me and doesn't worry too much about me. The lie did sound convincing, I just hope it convinces her. My heart was beating so fast and my eyes are watery, I was sacred and hoped that everything could go back to normal. Justin and mine relationship just got more serious, we were suppose to go on dates and talk to each other about our future together. Not runaway and fear danger. 
                          
I heard a knock on my balcony door and I knew that was Justin. I picked up my suitcase and walked towards the balcony, I saw Justin's face looking at me through the glass door. I wiped my tears that were rolling down my cheeks. Justin saw me cry and he placed his hand on the glass door and mouthed it's okay. I placed my hand on the glass, where his one was, and closed my eyes as I nodded. I took a deep breath and opened the door. 
                          
"Are you sure you wanna do this?" He asked looking straight into my eyes, seeing for any regret in them. I thought for a bit and I knew I had to do this not only for my safety, but for Justin's and my mom's. 
                          
"Yeah." I nodded. Justin hugged me tight and kissed my forehead. The car ride was in silence and it was very intense. We both were afraid of what might happen next and if we'll be able to protect each other. But as long as we're together we'll be fine. I know we will.