Phone call

                                    

                                          


                          
((Just a small chapter to clear some things... Hope you enjoy! I know many of you have wanted Ming's interaction, so, your welcome))
                          


                          
Kit's POV
                          
I have seen his messages.
                          
I have seen his missed calls.
                          
He was worried.
                          
I don't know why tho... He seemed fine when he left.
                          
In his messages he didn't mention why he was worried, or what was wrong, but he was desperate to know if I was fine.
                          
I need to know what is wrong.
                          
I need to call him.
                          
So I did.
                          
He answered after the first beep.
                          
Ming
"Kit?! You finally called!"
                          
Me
"I did yeah... because you are acting weirdly."
                          
Ming
"I am, and I have a good reason for it!"
                          
Me
"Why?"
                          
Ming
"Tell me that it isn't true..."
                          
Me
"What is not?"
                          
Ming
"What Yo intueited..."
                          
Oh no... He didn't, did he...
                          
Me
"W-what do you m-mean?"
                          
Ming
"Let me ask just this one question, and I want your honest answer. Don't lie to me na?"
                          
Me
"Aha...?"
                          
Ming
"Did you... harm yourself... cut...?"
                          
Me
"I... emmm..."
                          
Ming
"Kit?"
                          
I can't lie to him. I have to tell him. 
                          
I'm putting everything at risk, but I guess he knows this already, so there's not exactly any ways to back away from this.
                          
Me
"Yeah..."
                          
Ming
"Babe... Why?"
                          
Me
"I... I was just..."
                          
Ming
"It's my fault isn't it...?"
                          
Me
"What?! No, no no no of course not."
                          
Ming
"Then what is it?"
                          
Me
"I was just... Feeling down... because of... you know... my parents and school and... and then you left and I had no one to talk to..."
                          
Ming
"So I am one of the reasons..."
                          
Me
"Technically... But you are not the main reason, believe me..."
                          
Ming
"Have you done anything after I left for the second time?"
                          
Me
"No. I haven't."
                          
Ming
"Can I trust you in this?"
                          
Me
"Ming..."
                          
Ming
"Can you promise me, that you don't cut anymore, ever again?"
                          
Me
"I promise... To try..."
                          
Ming
"I'll be back, just a year or so more... Remember to call me and text me, don't ever stop contacting me!"
                          
Me
"I won't."
                          
Ming
"I love you."
                          
Me
"Love you too..."
                          
I ended the call.
                          
It went better than expected, but still... He knows...
                          
Shit.
                          
Just shit.
                          
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Author's POV
                          
Kit took the promise really seriously.
                          
He didn't harm himself, physically.
                          
He still took pills, over too, sometimes. But not that much as the first time. Just a little over, to not totally get over the fact that he wasn't good.
                          
He felt better tho, but not good.
                          
That talk with Ming got him hope. When he said the fact that it took him only a year to come back, it didn't seem so long.
                          
He still, sometimes wanted to cut, to do something to himself, but respected Ming's wish. 
                          
He won't do anything.
                          
He promised.
                          
Now he has been clear from self-harm for almost half a year.
                          
He was proud of himself.
                          
It was good that Yo knew.
                          
He was just a phone call away, and always reachable. So was Ming, but he wasn't able to come physically near if it was needed.
                          
Yo didn't tell anyone else. He wanted to, but respected Kit's wish not to. He understood his reasons well. It was too risky for their friendship.
                          
Yo was fine with it, yes, with the promise to call him if something was up. But the others, it would never be clear if they would be that understanding.
                          
*
                          
Kit has been taking time for himself.
                          
He has been alone, most of the time, clearing his head.
                          
He has been watching movies and painting, to distract his self-harm addiction.
                          
He even visited bars more often. Alone mostly.
                          
I just wonder, what happens in the bar...? Or what comes after his latest bar visit?
                          


                          
((It may seem that it ends here, but it doesn't. New chapter will be up soon))