"B-babe? What happened? Why were you crying?" I ask, clueless as to why my Jinnie looked like he just came from hell.
                          
"I-I thought I lost you, and-"
                          
He didm't finish his sentence and continued crying his heart out.
                          
I licked my dry lips, oblivious as to what I'm supposed to do at situations like these.
                          
Somehow my mind cleared up and I felt, not sober, but only tipsy.
                          
I gently pushed Jin back inside the apartment and closed the door.
                          
Pulling him towards me, I kissed him on top of his cotfon candy pink hair.
                          
"Shh, stop crying. I'd never leave you and you know that." I said, trying to pursuade him that I'd never. Never leave him unless he left me first.
                          
"I-it's because I acted all bitchy and shit when you came home the other night and-"
                          
He cur himself off again when his sobs started getting out of hand.
                          
"Hush, baby, hush. It was my fault." I said, gently combing on his hair.
                          
"That's what you always say! You take the blame, always, in order to stop the fight! You do that mainly because you're tired of problems, oblivious of the fact that solved, accomplished are what keeps the relationship strong!" He yelled.
                          
They do?
                          
"Every fucking night, Namjoon. Every night I wake up to you not beside me 'cause you're there partying with your friends! For heaven's sake, Namjoon! Can't you at least think of me? You always tell me to let you go out to parties and if I don't, you start throwing and smashing everything in your way, acting like a spoiled brat. You want everything to go your way, not even thinking about how it would affect me. How it would affect us." He cried, making my heart shatter into a million pieces.
                          
"J-Jinnie, I'm so sorry. I wasn't thinking. I promise I won't do it again-"
                          
"Do not make promises that you can't even keep." He snapped, dropping his head.
                          
"Joon, let's take a break."
                          
No.
                          
No, no, no, no, NO!
                          
"B-baby, what are you-"
                          
"Don't call me that until you find yourself, until you correct yourself. For now, get out of the house." He demanded, pointing at the black door.
                          
Tears started building up in the corner of my eyes as my hands balled to fists.
                          
"Alright. I won't force you. I won't annoy you until I find myself. But, where the hell do you expect me to stay for the night?" I ask, trying to contain myself.
                          
"You have Hoseok. Yoongi. Jimin. Go to them. Now, leave."
                          
The door slammed shut loudly behind me, making me shut my eyes.
                          
My whole body jumped slightly at the loud sound.
                          
I let out a tired sigh and took out my phone from my pocket, unlocking it.