The Ultimate Deceit; Kim Seokjin

                                    

                                          
        I keep glancing behind me in the rear view mirror but Namjoon never pulls out of the alleyway. Nervous and unsure, I turn back in case something is wrong. I have no idea where that bastard went after locking me in the trunk. What if he attacked Namjoon?
       I stop the car just across the street and walk briskly towards where my car is parked. Frowning when I see Namjoon standing in the glow of my headlights, arms crossed and angry, conversing with my capture.
       I swallow the lump in my throat as apprehension fills me and I suddenly wish to be anywhere else. Why is he still here? Does he know the guy? I peak my head around the corner and just catch the end of their conversation. 
      "Admit it! Just admit your using him and I'll leave!" The man laughs loudly. Demanding. I wait, anxious and sick.
      "Fine." He spits out. "I'm just using him. As soon as I met him I knew I'd lure him to fall in love with me and take everything from him." He glares.
        I feel my heart is going to stop as pain fills my chest. How could he? Is this for real?
       The guy laughs happily. "Just like all the other times. You were certainly trained well." What?!
        "Right." His tone is hard and calm. Cold, almost. Tears slip down my cheek as he continues. "Just like all the other times."
       I turn and run. So many thoughts and emotions running through me I just can't get a grip on any of them. I climb back into his car and drive straight to my apartment. I leave his keys in the car and immediately run to lock myself in my room. 
       Sobbing, feeling stupid and blind, I bury my face in Namjoon's pillow and reflect. Did he really play me like this? Just because he knows I'm rich? I know I made it obvious when we first met by spending thousands of dollars on our first arrangement but...he just was too goo an actor, I guess. 
       I haven't even spent much I money on him, quite the contrary, he spends money on me all the time! His own. He's never asked for money and was even hesitant to move in here with me. Thinking on all this, I wipe my eyes and try to clear my mind. 
       I just can't really believe he feels that way about me. Just a walking bank he can fuck. No...Kim Namjoon isn't like that. He's never made me feel anything but loved since we made us official. He's never selfish or uncaring. Always thinking of me first and worrying for me.
        Deciding I need to just stop thinking about it, I take a hot shower to unclench my muscles and try to unwind. I know that I'll have to address this issue when he returns. I'm terrified. What if it is true? What if he really doesn't love me? What if he leaves me? Laughs in my face? That would kill me. 
       Stepping out of the shower, I wrap a towel around my hips and walk back into the bedroom. I hear movement outside and figure he's back. Then I remember I locked the bedroom door so he can't get in. Sighing, I unlock it and sit on the bed. Nerves and fear coursing through me as I hear his footsteps closing in on me.
       He seems different as he steps into the dim light of the room. His shoulders are slumped and he just seems...tired. Run down. His questionable gaze meets mine, silence reigning between us. 
       "Jin baby." He finally sighs, moving to kneel between my legs and clutching my sides. "Are you okay?" 
       I stare into his eyes, chewing on my bottom lip. Unsure how to answer. "No." 
        He nods slowly, lacing our fingers together. "I know you heard me." He admits quietly, making my breath catch. 
       "You d-do?"
       "Yes. I saw you around the corner. Please let me explain baby. Will you do that?" 
       Feeling insecure but trying to trust in him, I nod. "Okay.
       "Daesung...was a client. Years ago, when I first got into the business. He was a very cruel client as I hated him. He made me do things...I don't like to think about." He frowns, looking away. "I refused to meet with him anymore after only a couple sessions and he got pissed because he paid me in advance but I refused to risk meeting him again to give him the money back." 
       "So you took his money? Is that why he took me?" 
       He smiles ruefully. "No, baby. It was just a crazy fucking coincidence that we stumbled upon each other. He wants his money back and I plan to give it to him so he'll stay out of my life." He caresses my face. "When I was younger, fresh and not very experienced...I learned from him before he became a client. He taught me all the ways to find the richest clients and cheat them out of cash. I was very good at it." He sighs.
      "Was it true? Did you pursue me just because I come from a rich family? Am I that easy?" I fight back tears, hating being weak.
      He wipes the tears away. "No. I lied to him just to get him to leave me alone. I accepted you-not because of the money, really-but because I wanted to help you. You were so shy and unsure of yourself. I wanted to bring the confidence I could see to the surface. I loved being with you and I never really even thought about the money. I hated leaving you and going back to work even though I was in denial about my feelings for you." He blushes.
       A smile tugs at my lips. "I'm trusting you not to break my heart. Please don't hurt me." I cry. He envelops me in his arms and presses soft gentle kisses against every inch of my face. 
      "Never. Jin, I love you. Just you. I don't care if we both end up penniless on the street. As long as I have you by my side. Thank you baby for giving me the benefit of the doubt. I won't forget it." He sighs kissing my lips, slipping his tongue inside while his hands slide up and down my thighs.
       I shiver under his intense gaze as he removes my towel and leaves me naked, pushing me onto my back. I pull him back on top of me and initiate another kiss as he caresses every inch of my body, making me moan as his hand slips between my thighs.
       "I love you." Groaning, he sucks hard on my throat in several different places, marking me. Making me his. I throw my head back as he strokes my erection, sucking on my erect nipples at the same time, dominating my body in the most perfect delicious way.
       "You're so beautiful. Too much almost." He sighs. "It hurts me to look at you sometimes." He chuckles.
       I flush from head to toe as he takes me into his mouth. Gasping and clutching the sheets as need overtakes everything else, I thrust into his mouth, my thighs wrapping around his head. 
        "Uhh...Namjoon...I'm so close..." closing my eyes, I grip his hair as he runs his tongue over my slit, dipping inside lightly. 
        I lose it. Screaming, I cum inside his mouth and watch as he swallows it all down. He climbs up my body to kiss me deeply. I taste myself on his tongue as he rolls us so that I'm on top. I grind my ass down on his dick as he pushes two fingers into my mouth.
       I lick them, drenching them in saliva before he removes them, pushing them inside my hole. Groaning at the sting, I wait it out until pleasure replaces the expected pain then begin riding his fingers. 
      "So sexy." He growls, soon replacing his fingers with his erection. I grip his shoulder for leverage as his hands hold my hips, rocking me back and forth at a steady rhythm, pleasing us both. 
       It doesn't take long for us both to lose it, I moan continuously as cum bursts out, covering his stomach as he fills me up from inside. Panting breathlessly, I fall to his side and snuggle into him. He laces our fingers together, kissing my forehead. 
       It's quiet and calm as we just bask in each other's presence. I'm almost asleep when he breaks it. "Jin?" 
        "Mhm?"
       "Would you...consider doing something crazy with me?" He asks quietly. 
       My lips twitch, my eyes remaining closed, as I reply. "Maybe." 
        He chuckles, playing with my fingers. "I'm so glad I found you baby." He sighs. I frown as something heavy settles on my finger. I open my eyes in surprise to a ring settled on my fourth finger on my left hand.
       My eyes snap up to see him looking down at me nervously. "Namjoon?" 
       He swallows hard. "I can't live without you, Seokjin. I know for all my practice in articulation, you'd think I'd be better at this and know just what to say but...w-will you do me the honor of being my husband. My life partner for the rest of our lives? I promise to cherish you and treat you right. I'll always put your wants and needs above mine. I need you baby." He announces breathlessly.
       I'm in shock. This was completely unexpected. I have no idea what to say...so instead of answering, I reach up to kiss his lips before being my hand to my lips and kissing the ring as well. "You know I love you, too. Yes. Yes I'll marry you." I bite my lip to fight the tears threatening to overflow.
       His eyes light up and he kisses me again more passionately and full of love and need. "Thank you, Jin. I want you with me forever. Always." 
        I beam happily and both our heads turn as we hear a creak at the door. Taehyung and Jungkook peak their heads in, smiling widely. "Congratulations! We were totally ease-dropping and heard the good news! I'm so happy for you!" They coo as one. I blush and make sure my naked body is covered with the blankets. Thankfully I am. 
       I throw a pillow at them, embarrassed as Namjoon just laughs along with them. "Stop it!" I whine, covering my face. 
       Namjoon removes the sheet from my face. "Don't be embarrassed baby. You're mine. My future husband. Does that embarrass you?" He asks.
       I shake my head. "No...but I'm naked." I gripe making them all laugh again.
       "Nothing I haven't seen before." Tae shrugs making Namjoon scowl. I laugh at his expression. He jerks me into a hard, possessive kiss, making sure to show Tae who I belong to. I shudder at the dominant act. I love it. 
       "Joon-ah!" I gasp out. 
       "That's hubby to you, sweetheart." He winks. 
        I groan. "Okay okay. I need sleep sometime tonight." I frown.
         Jungkook wraps his arms around Tae and begins pulling him out of our room. "We have to have a party soon! To celebrate!" He yells from the hall.
       Namjoon snorts. "He's right, though. I'm so happy. I can't wait to show you off to the world. My man. My baby." He sighs happily, kissing me over and over randomly. I giggle uncontrollably at the turn of events and not long after, fall asleep comfortably in my fiancé's warm, protective, arms. 
      I'm so glad I took the chance to trust in him. I can't wait to start our life together.