Have a smoke, pour a drink Steal a kiss in the dark

                                    

                                          
All time low a love like war 
                          
Have a smoke, pour a drink
Steal a kiss in the dark
                          
Have you got strawberry laces?-Alex
                          
No-Rian 
                          
No-Zack 
                          
Why?-Jack
                          
I want some-Alex 
                          
The first time you talk in the group chat is to ask for food-Rian
                          
I haven't eaten all day and I want them-Alex
                          
I'll get you some-Jack 
                          
I think I might marry you Jack-Alex 
                          
Are you sure u ain't together-Rian 
                          
We ain't-Jack 
                          
Stfu-Alex 
                          
Rian check ur snap-Zack 
                          
Kk-Rian 
                          
I'll be yours in a bit-Jack 
                          
You're a life saver-Alex 
                          
It's just food-Jack
                          
Still-Alex 
                          
I throw myself down on my bed to wait for Jack to get here. I've spent the past few days going over what I realised and everything's starting to make sense. Now he's coming over my house with strawberry laces because I asked for some, he didn't have to do that but he is and it's only making me fall for him more. I don't fall for people, I've never fallen for anyone and here Jack comes along and I'm head over heels. I don't want to have to deal with this massive crush on him, I don't want to ruin the friendship he worked so hard to start. Jack is the best thing to happen to me in a long time. I can't risk it. 
                          
I must have been spaced out for longer than I realised because my door bell buzzed through the house and I was dragging myself out of bed and down stairs to get the door. I swear it wasn't long ago Jack said he would come, I must be deep in my thoughts because theirs no way he could get here so quickly. When I open the door he's standing their smiling holding up a bag of strawberry laces for me. 
                          
"You alright kitten?" He asked.
                          
"I'm decent." I shrugged, "Much better now I have candy."
                          
"What about me." Jack pouts handing them over to me. 
                          
"I mean you are bearable." I joke, "Honestly I've been craving these so much."
                          
"You really are confusing sometimes." Jack sounded more like he was thinking out loud than talking to me, "You just act really unpredictably sometimes?"
                          
"What do you mean?"
                          
"I'm not sure." He shrugged, "Are your parents home?"
                          
"No. Why?"
                          
"I was just wondering if I could stay over again. My parents..." Jack trailed off, "I don't was to disturb you though."
                          
"They will be fine with it. They love you." I really hope Jack is okay, "Do you want a drink?"
                          
"Alcoholic or?" 
                          
"Theirs a bottle of vodka on top of my fridge." I offer, "Nobody would mind if we touch it."
                          
"Sounds great."