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"well he, umm..... he got REALLY drunk and started driving, im guessing back home but he ran a red light and two 18 wheelers crashed right into him. one on both sides." he said looking down, and byt now im in full tears, i knew it. "we looked through his phone and the last person he called was you. we thought you might know why he got drunk." he said finally looking up at me. 
                          
"he must of gotten drunk because of me, because he gave my number to my mother and i told him i wasnt speeking to him. hes never gotten that drunk though. Chasity..... he never got that drunk..... Stephans dead because of me." i said tuning to her then leaning against the wall and sliding down it. "the last person on this earth that actually took care of me is dead..... because of me" i said taking it all in and after a few more tears i couldnt cry anymore. it was like all the crying from grandma, grandpa, daddy, and nicholas was all i could take. 
                          
"i killed everyone that i loved. everyone. this cant be this has to be a prank. it cant be real, it just it cant." i said shaking my head while bringing my knees to my chest and lay my head on top of them. "none of them wanted me. That's why they died. They couldn't deal with me anymore. I kill everyone I get close to. " I say into my legs. 
                          
"Hey. Hey. Hey. You do not kill anybody you get close to. God just thought it was time for them to go. " chasity said coming over to ne and sitting down beside me. 
                          
"if there was a god then he wouldn't have let grandma and grandpa die on my birthday and he wouldn't have let daddy and nicholas walk out of my life. He wouldn't have made those two 18 wheelers come at that moment to where they collided with Stephan's car..  Chasity, he promised that even if he got hit with a truck he would hold on just for me. He promised. He has to be alive. He just he has to. He can't be dead. There's just no way, he promised. I know I shouldn't believe it because not only him but everyone else has always broke there promises but I felt different when he promised it. It was like I knew I could trust him" I said leaning on her shoulder. 
                          
(Jack G.'s POV )
                          
"Chasity, he promised that even if he got hit with a truck he would hold on just for me. He promised. He has to be alive. He just he has to. He can't be dead. There's just no way, he promised. I know I shouldn't believe it because not only him but everyone else has always broke there promises but I felt different when he promised it. It was like I knew I could trust him" Katelynn said leaning her head on Chasity's shoulder while she held her. 
                          
"I know. I know. They always broke there promises didn't they" Chasity said rubbing Katelynns back while sighing. "Jack can you take her down stairs to her bed please?" Chasity asked looking at me I just nodded and walked over to Katelynn and scooped her up into my arms while carrying her downstairs to her bed. 
                          
I slowly layed her down on the bed and covered her up with the covers on her bed. I started to walk away and back upstairs. 
                          
"can you stay please?" I heard faintly behind me. I turned around to see Katelynn laying on her side looking at me with pleading eyes. I nodded and went to the door to turn the lights off. I walked back to the bed and took my shirt off and called in the bed beside her while she rapped her arms around my torso. I rapped my arms around her and rubbed her back with one of my hands. 
                          
"hey you probably need to tell the guys we will be going back to North Carolina tomorrow" she said yawning. 
                          
"OK I'll text them" I said getting my phone off the bed beside me and texting the guys that we'll be leaving tomorrow. 
                          
"Jack?" she asked really lowly. 
                          
"yea?" I asked her looking at the wall in front of us. 
                          
"why do you hang out with me? " she asked looking up at me.