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Exeter, Devon
England, UK
January 30, 1999
                          
Dear Diary,
                          
Despite the fact that Mum died, I've been smiling a lot. I'm miserable about her passing, but Tristan made me forget it all temporarily.
                          
It was as if he was the one who would fill the missing hole in my heart. Believe it or not, Dad actually likes him a lot now. Sophie also considers him as an older brother.
                          
And I? Oh, nothing...nothing at all, Diary. <- lies, you can't resist me Jamezzz
                          
I like Tristan, but just not as much as I did ages ago. I am very grateful for him, and honestly, I think I do love him.
                          
Oh no, I do love him! -> OOPS THERE IT IS
                          
Okay, maybe not. But maybe, yes? I don't know, Diary. My head is all over the place. I don't even know what I should do with my life at the moment.
                          
All I know is that Tristan is keeping me happy. Like, all he needs to do is to be there for me, and my day is complete. He listens to me everytime I want to rant about something, comforts me whenever I miss Mum and continues to be the best, really. I don't even deserve him, if I have to be honest.
                          
Gosh, I sound like a lovestruck teenager. <- but maybe you are, hmm?
                          
That's it, Diary. I'm confused. I don't even know anymore.
                          
Maybe my feelings for Tristan never really faded away?
                          
From someone who just realised that the sign at the bottom should be at the right,
                          
James
                          
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