Corbyn - Side chick pt. 3

                                    

                                          
Lmao this story has been in my draft for almost a year😂 so here it is the part 3 for ya'll. I hope you like it. A vote would be really mean for me. Enjoy! I you haven't read part 1 and 2, I strongly advice you to read it first :)

                          
*3 days later*
                          
I'm allowed to leave the hospital. I'm still confused with those Corbyn stuff. He never come back though.
                          
As Corbyn said before he go, one f his friend gonna pick me up. He said that I've known him before, we were bestfriend. I found out his name is Jonah.
                          
Once I'm done packing, he help me out. He said that we need to go somewhere, somewhere Corbyn has asked.
                          
He stop his car on the side of the park. No, it's not a park. It's a cemetery.
                          
"What are we doing here?" I ask Jonah when we got out from his car.
                          
"You'll see later" he said as he intertwine my hand and start walking.
                          
When we step in to the cemetery, cold wind blow, sending shiver down to my spine. The sun is hiding behind the thick dark cloud. The cemetery looks very sad yet pathetic. Only look at the graves, it make me sad, imagining the people that they left in this cruel world.
                          
"We're here"
                          
He knelt down, so I follow his act. I look at the stone, it written: (I hate to write this but i have to)
                          
Corbyn Matthew Besson
Our beloved son
Our family
Our best brother
Our trusted bestfriend
Our bandmate
Rest in peace
                          

Suddenly I remember... I remember him, my boyfriend. Every times that we spent together. Every love that we shared. His smile, his joke, his childish act, his arms, everything about him.
                          
I felt a pair of arm pull me into a tight hug.
                          
"Sshh don't cry. It's ok" Jonah run his thumb to wipe my tears.
                          
"Jonah... I remember the first time we met. I remember all time I had problems, I cried, he always there for me. I remember how it felt he said he loves me for the first time. I remember when he kissed me for the first time. I remember how I felt everytime he said he loves me, it's the best feeling in the world" I cry out more.
                          
"Why Jonah?!" I punch his chest weakly
                          
"y/n, he loves you. Seeing you dying is torturing him. He sacrifice his life for you"
                          
"But why it has to be him. He should have let me die" I keep punching his chest.
                          
Jonah P. O. V
I try to calm her but I can't. I'm not good at things like this, but I try my best.
                          
"I know it's hard for you. He's my bestfriend too, but we need to let him go. We'll face it together, ok?" I rub her back gently.
                          
"C'mon let's grab some food" I said as I help her up.
                          
She just give in and get up. I slip my hand over her waist and pull her closer to me. She's very broken right now.
                          
I start the car engine. She's still crying quietly. I'm pretty sure she doesn't want to dine in so I do drive - thru. I drive my car to McDonald's, her favorite restaurant.
                          
The line is pretty long, we have to wait about 10 minutes when usually only take about 3 minutes. When I stop my car on the line, I look at her again.
                          
She's still sobbing, but no tears were left. She look back at me. Her eyes which red and puffy met mine. She looks really tired.
                          
My mind imagining my lips meet hers. Giving all of my love (yeah this is unnecessary pun). Make sure that she healed from this pain, make sure she feels safe. I know I can't replace Corbyn, I'd never can, but I can try my best.
                          
I snap back to reality. She's still looking at me. I look into her eyes, then her lips. I smashed my lips into her but quickly I pull away.
                          
"Damnit" I curse under my breath.
                          
"y/n, I'm really sorry. I didn't mean to. I... I just..."
                          
"Jo... it's ok. But not like this, not in this condition" she throw me a weak smile.
                          
How could be someone this kind to me. What have I've done so I deserve to have someone like her to be my friend. I'm really thankful that we can be friend. Maybe only friend but it's better than nothing at all.
                          
After the kiss, the situation between us is getting awkward, but luckily my calculation for the waiting time is wrong. We go faster than I think. Soon, it's our turn to order. After we ordered, we eat our food in the car.
                          
The whole car ride back to my house is completely awkward silence. Once we're arrived, I show her the room where she'll sleep in. Then I left her to settle down.I walk in to my own room and lay on my bed. I let out a loud sigh. Why this become very complicated. Not just because my bestfriend just died, but also my feeling toward y/n. I know it's wrong. I shouldn't have fallen for her but I can't help it. We can't control with who you want to fall for.
                          
I look at the nightstand beside my bed. I saw a piece of letter. I quickly get up, take the letter and go to y/n's room. It's a letter that Corbyn wrote a few minutes before his death. He asked me to give it to y/n when he already gone.
                          
I'm standing in front of her room, taking a deep breath before I knock her door, hoping it won't be more awkward.
                          
"Hey, It's me. I have something from Corbyn" I said after I knock her door.
                          
"Come in" a raspy voice answer me.

                          
I open the door, seeing her sitting on the edge of the bed. I walk closer to her, hand her the letter without saying any words then take a seat on the other side of the bed. Seems like she already know what it, she accept it with her shaking hand
                          
Y/n's P.O.V
I open the letter. My heart sank when I look at his handwriting.
                          
My one and only, y/n
                          
If you're reading this, it means the doctor couldn't save me. Maybe I've said it back in the hospital but again, I'm sorry. I'm sorry for everything I've done.
                          
Babe, I don't want you to cry for me. I'm not worth of your tears. Make sure the smile that I've fallen far always decorate your beautiful face. I don't want you to be sad. Continue your life ok? You've got an amazing future ahead.
                          
And one more I need to talk to you... well I mean write. It's about you and Jonah. I know that Jonah loves you since the day one. He loves you as much as I love you. I've asked him to take care of you. I trust him. So if you love him too, I'm fine with it. You two already have my bless. In fact, I ship you two really hard. I'm sure he's better than me. He would never let you down. He would never cheat on you.
                          
I think that's all. I always love you and don't worry, I'm always by your side.
                          
Xx,
Your bean
                          
I just shook my head and broke into tears. I fall in Jonah's arms. He stroke my hair and rub my back gently. Being in his arms calms me a little.
                          
"y/n, you better get some rest. It's been a long day" Jonah let me go after I can control my tears.
                          
I just nod at him, then he left.
                          
"Jonah..." I called him
                          
"Yes, babygirl" he peep his head on the door frame.

                          
Jonah's P.O.V
"Can you stay with me?" she whisper slowly
                          
I immediately walk back to her room. I put my body next to her. Without any hesitation, I wrap her body and pull her closer to me. At this point, I make a promise to myself, I'll fix her no matter what.
                          
"Thank you" she said in raspy voice.
                          
"Don't mention it. I love you" I finally said.
                          
She didn't answer, but not long after that, her breath become slower and stable. I hear soft snores. She already fell asleep. I plant a kiss on her head and try to sleep.