Chapter Eleven

                                    

                                          
I woke up in a very comfortable position. I had Dallas laying on top of me with his head on my chest and Grayson was laying on the opposite side of the couch with me and Dallas in between his legs.
                          
This would be so nice to wake to everyday. And go to sleep with every night. I just really don't think Grayson thinks the same. I think he feels like i'm a just a kid to mess around with.
                          
I got out of my thoughts and checked my phone 2:36 am. I slowly got up trying not to wake up Dallas. 
                          
"Gray, Grayson wake up." i whispered and shook him with my foot. 
                          
"Hm, what." he said in a grumpy tone considering I did just wake him up.
                          
"Where has Dallas been sleeping." i asked as Grayson sat up.
                          
"UHm just with me." he said.
                          
"Okay, i will take him upstairs." i said walking towards the stairs.
                          
I walked into Graysons bedroom and Grayson followed going into his closet. I moved around the blanket so that it was no longer perfectly made and laid Dallas down and tucked him in. When I was done I didn't want to walk into his closet in case he was naked, so instead I whisper shouted "I'm gonna head out, call me tomorrow." 
                          
As soon as i turned around the closet door and opened and he was in just shorts.
                          
"What why? It's late just stay over." he said giving me the 'duh' face. Damn, his attitude pisses me off sometimes but other times, like now, it is super hot. 
                          
"Ok where is your quest room?" i asked.
                          
He again looked at me like a dumb ass and said "No, you're sleeping in here. It's a king sized bed. Big enough for both of us." 
                          
"Gray i don't know what abo-" 
                          
"It will be fine, he liked you." he said cutting me off and getting into bed. He patted the seat next to him. I took off my pants and my shirt and put on one of his sweatshirts and crawled into bed with him.
                          
Yep, this is what I want. And I'm hoping he does too.
                          
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I woke up and felt something poking me in the back of my thigh. I smirked having an idea of what it might be. I rolled over and sure enough Grayson was right there with his bulge pressed against me. I smirked to me self and kissed his lips.I kissed his from his lips to his neck and slowly started palming him through his shorts.
                          
He tried to toss and turn so I knew he was about to wake up. I slipped my hand in his shorts and started to palm him through his boxers. A few short seconds later he opened his eyes wide. 
                          
"W-what are you doing?" he asked trying to keep in his moans.
                          
"I should be the one asking questions, what were you dreaming about? Cause it must have been good for your friend to wake me up." i said as he blushed with embarrassment. I stopped what I was doing when i remembered Dallas. I looked over and didn't see him so I asked "Where did Dallas go?" 
                          
"My mom came and got him at 9." he informed me.
                          
He grabbed my face and kissed me roughly. I took my hand out of his pants as him flipped me on my back and he was on top. He grabbed both of my wrist and held them above my head and said "These stay there." with a very serious look on his face. he kissed my neck a few times then took off the sweatshirt. 
                          
As he kissed down my neck and stomach I tried my hardest to keep my hands where he told me to keep them. Fighting the urge to run mt hand all down his back was honestly one of the hardest thing for me to do. 
                          
He got down to my panties and skipped over them as he kissed my inner thighs. He looped his finger around my underwear, then I made the most stupidest decision and said "Go easy on me." which I guess reminded him I was a virgin because he put my panties back on all the way and got off of me. 
                          
"Whats wrong?" i asked. He just stood at the bottom bed staring at me, but not into my eyes. 
                          
He didn't answer. Just stood there with and emotionless face. I crawled to the end of the bed and said "Grayson?"
                          
"I just don't think its a good idea for me to take your virginity." he said. I knew it.
                          
"I knew you didn't feel the same way." i mumbled.
                          
I got up and walked over to my clothes putting on my pants. "What no! I like you a lot." he said. I rolled my eyes and continued to get dressed.He grabbed my arm and turned me around and said "Look at me when I speak to you." 
                          
"You're are the only person i have even considered to give my virginity too. Not even Sean. You are the only one I want to take it." i said on the break of tears.
                          
"I love you." he said. The words slipped off of his tongue as if he has been practicing to tell me. The one thing my heart has ached for. 
                          
I dropped my shirt and wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him. I moved my hands down and grabbed the waist band of his shorts. He stop me and asked "Are you sure you want to do this?"
                          
"Positive."