G. Way - There's the door, baby

                                    

                                          
/gerard x reader. Based of If You Can't Hang by SWS <3 justin's my main bitch in that band/
                          
Gerard was scared.
                          
No, not of monster. Not because of blood-sucking vampires nor the flesh-eating wolves. In fact, he loved those kind of stuff.
                          
He was scared on loving.
                          
He met this girl, back when he was seventeen. Her name was Lindsey, the young gal captured Gerard's heart in just one wink.
                          
Yet, she broke him. She was a cheat and that was for sure.
                          
Since Gerard was afraid to love, he never got really close with other girls.
                          
Well, except for one girl
                          
-
                          
"Hey, Mikey!" She greeted as Mikey opened the door, a big smile plastered on her face. 
                          
Mikey smiled weakly, "hey, n/n" 
                          
"Is Gerard home?" she asked, swinging on of her feet. Mikey grinned, "he is, actually"
                          
She looked at Mikey and tilted her head.
                          
"What are you smiling about, Mikes?" she innocently asked. "ya' know, if you like Gerard that much why don't you just confe-"
                          
"I-i don't l-like Gerard!" She exclaimed, a blush growing on her cheeks. Mikey laughs and pats her head, "yeah, right. Come in, he's in his room" 
                          
Mikey stepped aside and she went in, drying her shoes on the doormat.
                          
She went to Gerard's room, Mikey's words replaying in her mind.
                          
'Just confess' 
                          
She sighed and shook her head. She knocked on his wooden door and waited. "Come in!" a muffled voice said from inside.
                          
She peaked her head inside and smiled, "Hiya, Gee!" she cheerfully said.
                          
Gerard smiled, "hey, Y/n"
                          
She went inside and closed the door behind her, "sooo what you up to?" she asked, noticing Gerard was sitting in front of his desk.
                          
She grabbed a chair and sat besides Gerard. Gerard dragged his pencil across the white paper, sketching a portrait of a girl.
                          
"She's pretty" she whispered, leaning her head against his shoulder. Gerard looked at her and smiled, "She is" 
                          
She looked at Gerard and blushed. Gerard cleared his throat, "Umm, I'm gonna get something from the kitchen, w-want anything?"
                          
He stood up and she shook her head, "I'm good, thanks"
                          
Gerard nodded and walked out his room.
                          
She noticed a file on the side of Gerard's desk. 
                          
'Do not touch' was written in the front of the file with red paint. 
                          
She bit her lower lip, "I shouldn't..." she looked away. 
                          
Moments later, she grabbed the file.
                          
Opening it gently, she saw various drawings of the same girl. 
                          
The first one was a girl, wearing a black hoodie and heels. The hoodie was up to her knees, almost like a dress to her.
                          
In the bottom left corner, there was a note:
                          
(random date)
                          
Y/n wore my hoodie today. She looked adorable in it, to be honest.
                          
A smile crept on her lips as she took another drawing out.
                          
It was a girl in a graduation gown, a smile on her face.
                          
(random date of graduation)
                          
I watched Y/n graduate in front of me. A big smile was on her face the whole day. I'm so happy, she deserved it. She worked her ass off college. 
                          
She took out another
                          
It was a boy and a girl. The boy was in the left side and the girl was in the right side. The boy was reaching out to her while the girl was walking away.
                          
The boy had black hair and features similar to Gerard. While the girl, had similar features to her.
                          
(random date)
                          
I'm afraid. I find myself loving Y/n and I can't stop. She's my happy pill. She's my drug. I can't get her out my mind. I'm afraid she'll do the same like Lindsey did.
                          
"I'm ba- put those back" Gerard voice rang into the room. She looked up from the drawing to the boy's figure, one hand on the door.
                          
"I-"
                          
"You- you weren't supposed to see those" Gerard said, closing the door behind him. He walked towards her and snatched it from her hands.
                          
He placed it in his closet and turned to her, "please don't ever-"
                          
"What did Lindsey do?" she whispered. Gerard avoided any eye contact, "i-it's getting dark you should-"
                          
"What did she do?" she asked again, a bit louder this time. Gerard walked to his bed and sat down.
                          
She sat down next to him and placed a hand on his knee, "she cheated" Gerard croaked out.
                          
He kept his head down, ashamed of himself.
                          
"Is this why you were afraid to love?" 
                          
He nodded. She lifted his head, making him look directly to her eyes. "Hey, not everybody cheats, okay? If they do, they're the lowest type of people. Who would cheat on someone like you, Gee?"
                          
Gerard frowned, "because... I'm not handsome or rich enough" 
                          
She gasped and placed a hand on top of his heart, the other reaching to his. "Give me your hand" 
                          
He placed his hand in hers and she caressed his knuckles, "yes, you're not rich"
                          
She then placed on top of hers, Gerard felt his own heartbeat. "But you are by far the most handsome and kind person to me" she smiled
                          
"You're lying" he whispered. She shook her head, "I'm not, Gee. I'm being completely honest with you, why? Because you deserve so much more than her"
                          
Gerard looked at her eyes. Seeing how they sparkle with passion, "then that means, I deserve you" he leaned in and placed his lips on top of hers.
                          
He gave her everything and she did the same to him. 









                          
yey! i love making these kind of imagines :)