So I just wanted to make this chapter just a lil note cause I need to talk about something.
Now it's nothing about this book or anything it's just how I am.
Sometimes I feel I need to talk to someone and I rather not tell anyone irl. Now this isn't that bad but I still need somewhere to put what happened today.
So today I had a panic attack and it was really scary.
So I'm in band (I play trumpet) and suddenly my heart started beating really fast and I can barely breathe and I'm shaking.
Well I looked it up and it was true I had one. Now if anyone has ever had one before you know how awful it is.
I hope it won't happen again
Okay so now I'm going to put a little back story to this
So I like this kid (Mark may not be close to his name) and only four people know three band friends and a history friend.
So I was talking to one of my band friends (let's call her Daniel) and she was with her boyfriend let's call him (Jonah) and let's call the boy I like Zach
Okay so me and d were talking ab Z and how he cut his hair and J figured out I was talking about Z.
So I was getting worried that J would tell Z or someone that I like him. And that stressed me out cause I really like Z and that would ruin everything
So my whole lunch and next class before band I was having my fiend tell me that she wouldn't let J tell Z
So I get to band Which has D, Z, and J and being in the same room with all of them I guess gave me anxiety
So Z kept looking at me and they (his friends? kept telling him to do something so of course that scared me
And I think that's why all this happened
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✅Touring with Why Dont We ✅
FanfictionWhen Julia's dad goes on tour with why Don't We she is stuck with them for 5 months now will she survive Going through major editing to make sense. Fixing grammar, spelling, spacing, and adding some things I missed
