Not A Nice Laugh

                                    

                                          
I stop crying but I don't pull away from Ashton, I actually just hold him closer to me. I feel like he's my only true friend. I mean, I can't tell Bella or Gabby and Louis and Niall didn't tell me anything. I'm pretty sure Calum didn't know but I bet you Michael new. Did Ashton know this whole time?
                          
"Ashton?" I mumble into his shirt. He rests his head on top of mine and we just sit on my floor like that.
                          
"Ya Stevie?" He whispers to me. I sniffle.
                          
"Did you know?" I ask him still not moving from my position in his arms.
                          
"Did I know what?" He asks. He tenses a little.
                          
"That Luke cheated on me?" I ask. I feel him relax. 
                          
"No, not till you told me. I was out all this morning." He tell me and I relax into him.
                          
"I just, I can't believe he would do that to me Ash. I thought he really liked me.... I guess not......" I say sitting up. But Ashton keeps his arm around me.
                          
"Luke's a dickwad." He says and I laugh but it's not a nice laugh.
                          
Not at all.
                          
"Oh he's a dickwad, that's for sure. I trusted that asshole and he goes and fucks 10 year olds all willy nilly." I say shaking my head, my sadness quickly turning into anger and rage.
                          
"I don't understand why he would do something like that to anyone. Especially someone as beautiful and sweet as you." Ashton says and I feel a blush creep up and speed across my cheeks but I quickly put out the flame before it can even start.
                          
"I want payback." I say blankly. No emotion showing in my voice. If there is, it's not nice emotion.
                          
"Wait, what?" Ash asks looking at me like I'm crazy.
                          
"I want revenge. Payback." I explain to Ashton who nods his head, telling me he's following. I bet you he's not following. 
                          
"So how you gonna get revenge?" He asks and an evil smirk makes it's way onto my face. I glance at Ashton who's gazing at me with curious eyes. 
                          
"I'm gonna go find someone to cheat on him with." I say and I stand up with Ashton. Yeah I know he already cheated on me but, pay backs a bitch. And I'll get back at him, oh don't you worry.
                          
Ashton walks right up to me so there's only like an inch between us, maybe not even and looks down at me. I look up at him and I just noticed how good looking Ashton actually is. With his warm brown eyes and sweet smile and blonde curly hair. God I can't forget the damn dimples. There like the cherry on top of the Sunday. Amazing.
                          
He brings his hand up to my cheek and leans in close to me. I can feel my breath get hitched in my throat.
                          
"Why go find someone, when I already know someone who's already there for you and willing?" He whispers on my lips even though there not touching, yet anyway. I feel my stomach do flip flops as he slides his one hand up the back of my shirt and rests it on the small of my back and he pulls me more toward him.
                          
"And who would that be?" I breath out, my eyes half shut and my arms snake there way around his neck.
                          
Ashton pulls back and smirks at me then his lips crash on to mine. My eyes snap shut and I automatically kiss him back. 
                          
He roughly pushes me up against my wall making me gasp and his hands roam my front body quickly and speedy as our breathing picks up speed also.