When I a full of energy again, I started to scold Kyle for doing such dangerous feat! He just went silent and it just enrages me... and then Chris oniisama entered the room. 
                          
I know he was shocked since Kyle's room was in mess and me scolding my baby brother which was a rare event, no, I think it never happened until now.
                          
"What happened?"
                          
I look at him then to Kyle who was looking down and playing with his fingers.
                          
"Nothing" I said then mess his hair before I went out.
                          
After that event this morning with Kyle, I spend my time inside my greenhouse, taking care with my babies.
                          
After three hours of doing nothing, Jane went to me and helps me prepare for this night.
                          
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<This is Celine's gown that she wore>
                          


                          

                            

                                
                            
                              
                                  
                              
                              
                                
                                  
                                  
                                
                              
                             
                            
                            
                          
                          
                          
<This is her hairstyle>
                          


                          
She wants to put something on my face but since I'm still nine, I did not allow her. I want my face fresh from chemicals of make-up.
                          
When I left my room and went to the garden where we will celebrate new year's eve, I saw my beautiful mom who was wearing a beautiful white tinge of pale yellowish gown.
                          


                          

                            

                                
                            
                              
                                  
                              
                              
                                
                                  
                                  
                                
                              
                             
                            
                            
                          
                          
                          
<This is what Celine's mother wore>
                          


                          
I saw Kyle looking at the firecrackers that a maids holding. He was smiling, a looking sad smile.
                          
I felt guilty but at the same time harden my heart. I am worried for him. What if I didn't saw him doing that dangerous stunt then something happened to him?... just thinking about it making me scared.
                          
I went towards him and sat beside him. He looks at me but didn't say anything. He doesn't have the strength to say anything. We just watched the sparkling light of the firecracker and silence covers us.
                          
...but even if we both don't say anything, it is not awkward but comforting.
                          
"Sorry. Celine oneesama, I am sorry"
                          
Before I can say anything everyone started to countdown until it was midnight and the sky started exploded with different kinds of fireworks. It is beautiful!
                          
I then vaguely remember my new year's when I was still Miu in my past life.
                          


                          


                          


                          
"Oneechan. Oniichan. Otousan. Okaasan. Happy new year!"
                          
I look at them energetically while holding my teddy bear and jumping at them.
                          
They look at me with disdain.
                          
"Shut up. Your too noisy!"
                          
"Miu go back to your room. You might ruin the party"
                          
"Can't I join you too? I want to celebrate new year with you all" I said with teary eyes.
                          
They coldly looks at me then left me with a sentence that hurts me so much.
                          
"No one should see you. You're embarrassing to look"
                          
I heard the sounds of fireworks in the sky. It is beautiful but every year I never appreciate this fireworks as I look at them while crying and repeatedly asking, "why?"
                          


                          


                          


                          
I look back to Kyle and smiled at him, "happy new year my baby Kyle" and kissed him in cheeks.
                          
I also greeted my parents and Chris niisama and all our staff.
                          
Yes. I know Kyle made a dangerous act this morning but he was still young. All I needed to him was not to scold at him or be cold at him but to explain to him the reason why I do. The need why not to practice intermediate and advanced magic when your not inside the school or without any adult guidance. He's young and a boy in his age needed guidance, not scolding without thinking.
                          
"Oneesama, did you forgive me already?"
                          
I smiled at him and rub his head. "Why shouldn't I? You're my baby and I love you" I kiss him again in his both cheeks, "and I know that you will not do it again, right?" He nodded repeatedly, "very good"
                          
"Happy new year, Celine oneesama"
                          
"Happy new year too, Kyle"
                          
I look at the beautiful sky full of different kinds and shapes of fireworks.
                          
Since you've given me a chance to reborn, I'll cherish and treasure this life and my family... a family that I never felt before.
                          
I clenched my fist and my blood started to boil with desire.
                          
"I will become strong and I will protect them with my own power"
                          


                          


                          
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Happy New Year minna-san!
                          


                          
P.S: This is what Celine's mother looks like.
                          


                          

                            

                                
                            
                              
                                  
                              
                              
                                
                                  
                                  
                                
                              
                             
                            
                            
                          
                          
                          
<Duchess Emerald la Valkhyne>