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Evan's pov
Connor and I sat on my bed talking about our feelings,I looked down and saw our hands were almost close to each other.i blushed,"S-So um Connor!i heard someone has a crush on you,they said a lot to me."I lied."really?someone had a crush on me?"he asked,"definitely!"i said."What did they say?"he asked,I gulped.
                          
"Well..."i said
                          
"He said,there's nothing like your smiled sort of subtle and perfect and real..."
                          
"He said,you never knew How wonderful that smile could make someone feel..."
                          
"This guy saw me smile?"he asked,"y-yeah!"I lied.I was the only one who saw Connor smiled,"continue..."he said.
                          
"And he knew,whenever oh get bored you skip classes or school..."
                          
Only I knew Connor skipped classes or school
                          
"And he noticed that you still like to hang out the abandoned Apple orchard...."
                          
Connor took me their once
                          
"But he kept it all inside his head,what he saw he left unsaid.and though he wanted to,he couldn't talk to you,he couldn't find the way.but he would always say...."
                          
"If I could tell him,tell him everything I see,if I could tell him,how he's everything to me.But were a million worlds apart,and I don't know how I would even start.If I could tell him,if I could tell him..."
                          
"So,did this mystery guy say anything else?"Connor asked,"A-About you?"i said.he face dropped,"never mind I don't really care anymore..."he said."Nonono,it's just he said so many things I'm just trying to remember the best ones!so um-"I said.
                          
"He thought,you look really hot er um-it looked really hot when you put blonde streaks in your hair."
                          
"He did?"Connor asked,I nodded.
                          
"And he wondered how you learned to dance like all the rest of the world isn't there..."
                          
"But he kept it all inside his head,what he saw he left unsaid,if I could tell him.Tell him everything I see,if I could tell him how he's everything to me."
                          
"But we're a million words apart."Connor joined in
                          
"And I don't know how I would even start.If i could tell him,if I could tell him!but what do you do when there's this great divide?"
                          
"He just seemed so far away..."Connor sang along too.
                          
"And what do you do when the distance is too wide?"
                          
"It's like I don't know anything..."he sang,he looked sad.
                          
"And how do you say,I love you?I love you,I love you!i love you....."
                          
"But we're a million worlds apart....and I don't know how I would even start,if I could tell him,if I could..."
                          
Then I accidentally kissed him,"what the hell?!"he said."O-Oh I'm so sorry!"I said,he ran off."Connor,you're not joining us for dinner?"I heard my mom ask him,"no I have to go Mrs.Hansen!"I heard him say.i buried my face in my pillow,"Evan what's wrong?"I heard Jeremy say as he walked in my room.
                          
I looked up at him with tears in my eyes,"I-I screwed up Jeremy,I-I screwed up s-so bad I-I..."I said.i had a mini panic attack,I hugged Jeremy."It's ok Evan,I got you...we'll figure this out together..."he said,I hope so...