Chapter 11 (Andy's POV)

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I thought I might treat you to another of Andy's point of view.

Enjoy ♥

I was a goner.

The moment I saw Kalli in that stunning dress, I just knew there was no hope of me going back now. 

She looked so fucking beautiful when she walked to us, her arm in Sammi's. She did next to nothing with her hair, or so I assumed, and there was barely any make-up on her. She looked so radiant. 

When we were on the red carpet, she was composed, and calm to an extent. I was so proud of her. 

And when we won the award, I could see in her eyes, the look of pride, it reminded me that she was apart of the reason that the band was where they were. Because of the fans who were in it for the music. 

Holding her hand and staying by her side for the entire night was worth it. 

Seeing her face light up as she met her heroes, it made my heart swell. And when she hugged James and Lars, I felt so proud of her in that moment. She'd conquered one of her biggest fears.

It meant that whatever we were doing, we were doing right.

After we'd gotten into the limo, it seemed that everything switched off. I couldn't blame her. Walking in killer heels all night as well as the alcohol, she must have been dead on her feet.

Once we'd reached the nightclub, we parted ways with the group and I guided her home, keeping my arm looped around hers.

"It's not a long walk for us. It's only 25 minutes."I sent her a smile and I caught a gentle sigh. I figured that it was in relief because she looked just exhausted.

I waited for a moment, letting the silence linger before I remembered what I wanted to ask her.

"So did you enjoy tonight?" I glanced down at her and she sent me a breathtaking smile. Despite her tired eyes, she still managed to look beautiful when she smiled.

"I did. Thank you for bringing me along with you." I stopped myself from saying the words which I wanted to, and I felt her lips against my cheek which made my own smile grow.

If taking her somewhere got me this reaction, I'd take her to see the world.

I felt my cheeks warm up slightly for a moment and I was silently grateful for the fact that it was freezing cold, because I could just make a excuse that it's the cold and nothing more.

As we carried on walking, I felt her move a little closer as I let my mind wonder off, not really paying attention until her voice broke me from my reverie.

"Why was God cruel to me?" I blinked in shock, trying to comprehend her words. She felt that god were being cruel to her? 

"You believe in him?" I turned my head and watched her as she nodded. I was about to continue my line of thought, but she cut across me.

"I needed something to believe in before I discovered Rock N Roll. And I still do in some perspective. But I'm just curious about why he placed me with someone so horrible and hurtful..." Frowning at her words, I let the silence linger.

How could she think like that, when she's away from it all.

He gave you this fate so that we'd meet. You deserve nothing but the world. That bastard deserves to rot in hell. My thoughts had turned down a darker road and I shook them away before my anger reappeared. 

I didn't want Kalli to think that I was angry with her.

"I think that he gave you that fate so you could discover who you are. And he gave you that fate so that you'd end up with us." Rearranging my wording carefully, I kept my eyes on the sidewalk up ahead of us for a few moments.

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