4.1

                                    

                                          
the boys were invited to some latin awards, thank god i wouldn't have to worry about bumping into zayn or not. their management thought that i should tag along with the boys and clear my name, i wouldn't have been mad except for the fact that they told me two days before the awards.
                          
"i would kill to be in your place, girl." alejandra said through the phone. i needed her to keep me sane while zabdiel's mom worked her magic on my hair. "do you think you could hook me up with maluma? ooh, is bad bunny going? i want a piece of—"
                          
"ale!" i giggled. "i don't need to hear your sexual fantasies with bad bunny, or anyone else for that matter." 
                          
i heard her scoff. "can i call you back? my mom's calling me for dinner."
                          
i nodded even though she couldn't see me. "of course, if i don't pick up just turn on your tv find me on the red carpet."
                          
i hung up and looked at myself in the mirror. my hair was up in a messy bun, but it looked cute with the braid crown like princess leia.
                          
my makeup was simple; nude eyeshadow with winged gold eyeliner, dark red lipstick, and blinding highlight. even though i did my makeup all the time, i looked like a completely different person now. 
                          
but my favorite part was my dress. richard helped me by doing some calls and driving me around almost all over the whole state to find the perfect dress. it was white, lacey on the top and see through on my baby bump, and it had a mermaid skirt. i fell in love with the dress as soon as i saw it, it was almost like it was made specifically for me.
                          
if i had just stayed in my little island with my family, i wouldn't have been thrown into this world full of envy, lies and hate. this is not the life i would want for my baby girl. i shouldn't stay with the guys once she is born. 
                          
i squealed. "gracias, mami noemí." i hugged her as tightly as i could. 
                          
"you look so beautiful, isa." she smiled. "it feels like yesterday that zabdiel and you were running around the backyard. the house is so lonely without you two."
                          
i giggled. "don't remind me. i can't believe i was dumb enough to let zabdiel push me into the pool always."
                          
she let go of me and looked at me. "i always thought you would be the one to steal his heart and be my nuera, but seems like the universe has other plans for you two." she smiled. "he loves you so much, mija."
                          
i smiled back. "and i love him."