"His Ways"

                                    

                                          
Dur manzil hai, rah guzr tanha..
                          
Rasta khatam hi nahin hota..
                          
Reza reza hein khwab ankhon mein..
                          
Kesy keh don ka gham nahin hota..
                          
Koi shikwa nahin magar moula..
                          
Kya karun dard kam nahin hota..
                          
🎈🎈🎈🎈🎈🎈🎈🎈🎈🎈🎈🎈🎈🎈🎈
                          
Anisa's prov:
                          
I came to my room...without listening any further...i don't want to say anything to them...I felt extremely disappointed..!!
                          
One thing is final that i am not going to marry him at any cost...but the point is what should i need to do to stop him..??
                          
Back then rejecting afsand's proposal is not an easy task for me when i was thinking that he also doesn't want this marriage but now it's way more complicated...!!!
                          
So what Anisa...???
If this is difficult..??
Do you want to spend your entire life under his influence..???
My mind rebuked me..!!!
                          
Ok fine..so inspite of how much difficult it is... 
I am still going to do what i actually want...I am not going to step back from my decision..
                          
"I am not his puppet nor my Ami"..!!
                          
Ami...!!!
                          
Should i need to tell this to ami..??
                          
No..!! 
Anisa never..if you told her..she doesn't agree with you..infact she still think....this marriage is the best option for you....or what if Ami again try to persuade you...!!!
                          
Uffff...then what should i do...think anisa...there is some way to tackle this situation..
                          
"Should i ask for someone help..but whose"...??
                          
In this house there is no who is going to help me in this situation..!!
                          
After listening Ali's and Aiza's conversation this thing is crystal clear that whom they are going to favour..!!
                          
How easily they are discussing about me...they already know every single thing about asfand and my relationship..they know which kind of behaviour he and his mother kept..in all these years..
How badly Asfand's Mom behave...with ami and how she still treat Ami and me like her servant...!!
                          
And now his son wanted to marry me...!!
Like this is not enough.. 
He can marry anyone..but no..NawabZada Sahab wanted to marry me..like i am the only one left for him in the whole universe..!!
                          
They know what i felt for him
still they thought it's appropriate for me to accept his proposal..they thought he suddenly fell in love with me..!!
                          
Hunnhh love..!!
What rubbish..!!
                          
He is not in love with me...at all..
What kind of love is this...that he made my life more miserable..by forcing me..by threatening me..!!
                          
What kind of love..is his..??
                          
He is not in love..The thing is when he realised that one day i am going to free from his cage he is not able to digest it..so he thought about this... may be he is just a lit bit infatuated with me..that's why he is doing this to me..!!