Chapter 10

                                    

                                          

Bently's wolf 
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  Aarics POV:
                          
  Bently told me to go take a shower before I left so I went upstairs trying to remember where his room was. 
                          
  "Nope it's this way." Bently led me to his room when he saw me wondering around.
                          
  "The towels are over there, and you can use anything you want. If you need anything ill be downstairs, just call for me." I said thank you and waited for him to leave. 
                          
  I walked into the bathroom and the shower was really nice, it had multiple things where the water came out of. I quickly got undressed and turned on the water. It was so warm and felt so nice. I scrubbed me body and looked at all my cuts. I can't cut anymore, at least not on my arms he'll check for them. Maybe on my thighs? Or stomach? I know Bently wants the best for me and doesn't want me to cut but it's like an addiction for me. Every time I cut I feel a rush, relief. Just like some people like roller coasters, I like cutting. Even though mine is so much more... weird as some people would call it? 
                          
  I was just standing under the water for a while, thinking about random stuff like I always do. 
                          
  "If there are aliens, are there different races of aliens like Latino aliens and Asian aliens, or Russian aliens. Or do they have their own races like philipinoalatinan aliens.... a crossbreed of Pilipino and Latino? 
                          
  I decided it was about time to get out so I did, even though I really really didn't want to. I dried off and avoided looking at myself in the mirror. I didn't want to, it would make me sad. 
                          
  I got dressed in my clothes that I wore before I took a shower, I know kinda defeats the purpose of taking a shower. I opened the bathroom door and walked downstairs. 
                          
  "Aww he's so cute!" Lisa screamed pointing at me. I jumped and started looking down. I'm not cute at all, I'm really not. 
                          
  "He really is." Bently got up and gave me a glass of apple juice. 
                          
  "Looks like someone didn't do their hair, it's cute." I remembered that I forgot to do my hair and tried to straighten it up frantically. 
                          
  "It's ok, it's cute." He ruffled my hair a bit more and smiled. I kept looking down because I don't like to make eye contact. 
                          
  I thought about it in the shower and I feel like him and I are going way too fast, even though apparently werewolf relationships go even faster than this I'm scared. I don't want to be hurt. I've never even had my first kiss yet. 
                          
  "Hellooo" Lisa snapped her fingers in my face. I blinked a couple of times and looked up at her.
                          
  "Are you ready to go shopping?" She said with a smile on her face, I was not looking forward to this. 
                          
  "S-sure I guess...." I scratched my head. "But I don't have any money." 
                          
  "Don't worry, your mates paying for you!" Lisa motioned up to Bently and he nodded his head.
                          
  "Don't worry about it, I got you." He smiled at me and we made eye contact for about three seconds before I looked away. 
                          
  "W-what if.... what if I see my father." I said quietly it was meant to be for myself but I said it out loud. Bently crouched down next to me.