It's not Worth It.

                                    

                                          
A/N: I said the next chapter would be out soon. Warnings for this chapter. Maybe suicidal thoughts and the mention of blood and death. If this isn't your cup of tea, then don't read. No one dies though. I'm not that dark. If you stay, then, read on.
                          


                          


                          
Uma's P.O.V
                          


                          
I had just gotten out of a nasty fight with my mom. I really just wanted to get to the ship. As I was walking, I heard people call me that horrid nickname. "Look, there goes Shrimpy," I heard one say. "Ooh, Shrimpy," another said. "Shrimpy, Shrimpy, Shrimpy," I heard. The nickname echoed in my head. I couldn't take it anymore. I walked to the beach on the Isle and when I got there, I climbed up and pressed my hand against the barrier. 'Maybe I can help them. Free them. Give them a better life,' I then hit the barrier with my hand that I balled into a fist. I hit it over and over again. I knew that if I couldn't get a hole, I would die trying. But honestly, who would care?
                          


                          
Harry's P.O.V
                          


                          
I was walking toward the Fish and Chips Shoppe and walked by the beach that had the cave only me and Uma knew about. Then the ground started to shake and I almost fell over. I looked to where it was coming from, and I saw Uma hitting the barrier with her bare hands. I walked closer and his so I could see what was happening more clearly. 
                          


                          
Uma's P.O.V
                          


                          
I couldn't get a small crack in the barrier. Blood was trailing down my arms. God this hurt so badly. Just please, let me die so this will be over. I hit it so hard and then I fell into the ocean. I was so weak that I couldn't stay awake. The water was freezing. I couldn't keep my eyes open any longer and soon, everything went black.
                          


                          
Harry's P.O.V
                          


                          
I watched as Uma hit the barrier really hard and fell into the ocean. The water quickly turned red. "UMA!" I screamed. I threw off my jacket and dove in to save Uma. I searched the water for her but I couldn't find her. Then I found her. She was floating several feet beneath me and sinking down even more. I swam to her and grabbed her wrist and pulled her close. Then I swam to the surface. When I got to the surface I swam to the shore and laid her on the sand. I placed my hand on her neck feeling for a pulse. I couldn't find it. 'Oh please be alive' I thought. Then I felt it. It was soft and faint, but it was there. Then I noticed she wasn't breathing and worked to get the water out of her lungs. Eventually, her body shook with a cough and I rolled her onto her side as she coughed up the seawater.
                          


                          
Uma's P.O.V
                          


                          
I woke up with a cough and the was rolled onto my side as I coughed up seawater. When I was done, I rolled back onto my back. I saw Harry above me. I tried to speak but my throat hurt like hell. Harry then picked me up and carried me back to the ship. When we got to the ship, he kicked open the door to my quarters and gently laid me down on my bed. He got me a glass of water and handed it to me. I sat up and took the glass and drank some of the water. "What were you thinking?" Harry asked softly. I looked up at Harry with tear -filled eyes. "I can't take the teasing anymore Harry. I can't take her beating me anymore," I said on the verge of tears. Harry pulled me into a hug. "Shh, it's ok, Shh," he said as I cried into his chest. After I started to calm down, he got up and grabbed the first aid kit while I grabbed a change of clothes and excused myself to the bathroom. When I came back out, Harry set to work fixing the cuts I inflicted on myself. After he fixed my cuts, laid down on my bed and he laid down next to me. I rested my head on his chest while he played with my hair. "Lets get two things straight. You aren't going to you're shifts for 2 days. Your mom hits you and it's getting to you. And you are going to take a break as captain for 2 days. Ok?" Harry asked. "Until the 2 days are over, I'm in charge. Ok?" "Ok," I said. 
                          


                          
I pretty soon fell asleep in Harry's arms and let's just say, it was one of the best night sleeps I've had in a long time.