Love

                                    

                                          
Sitting down everyone is starring at me and my glass of blood, Alexs friends David looks completely grossed out.
"Thats seriously disturbing...."
"Would yall feel more comfortable if i put it in a non transparent cup?"
A few of them said yes, i smile getting a cup from the kitchen, i sit and smile as i pour the blood into the cup.
"I- i just can't do this im out."
A girl says standing up. Her mate grabs her wrist.
"Dont, just sit down."
"Roger im not going to be a part of this shit. I cant sit at this table knowing she's drinking blood and be able to eat!"
"Ill go to my room and drink it.... You dont have to leave i understand completely. I probably would feel the same if i weren't a vampire."
"I dont mean it out of disrespect Alpha and Luna it just freaks me out."
I look at Alex who looks very annoyed and pissed about the girl. I smile looking at the girl.
"What's your name?"
"Emily."
"Well Emily, i dont want you to leave, you are honest and blunt which i like very much.... Stay, eat, enjoy. Ill go else where to drink and return when im done."
"Im sorry Luna."
I shake my hand, 
"Just call me Avena... That goes for all of you."
She smiles a very nervous smile while she sits and i leave, i sigh stepping outside. A cold breez hits me, being nice isn't so bad, just hard. I clmib a tree stitting in it looking up at the stars, my mind wonders about me saying yes to Alex... Being his wife forever...
"Babe?"
Looking down i see Alex looking up at me,
"Yes?"
He jumps up to where i am.
"Thank you for doing that."
"Its no problem, thats one thing i can unsterstand... Watching someone drink another persons blood is grotesque."
"I think you an Emily will get along great honestly. She had left the pack when Drake had made his plan against you. She came back the day she found out i was coming back and asked to join our ranks."
"Wow, so some of them did actually like me?"
"Yeah... Most of them do. They were just following orders. It was either follow comands or get exiled or killed."
I nod my head understating that being in a pack sucks. I could never follow orders and be under someones comands. Sighing, Alex looks at me,
"Come cuddle with me."
Alex takes my hand,
"Okay babygirl."
In bed is where my heaven is, where all the trouble melt away like the clothes off of our bodies. Laying there bare and naked, our souls deeply intertwined with each other. I love this man so much.... Looking at him while he sleeps is my favorite part about being in bed. He looks so peaceful, sometimes he chuckles or smiles while sleeping. He has the best of both worlds.... He can be human and be super human while i... I can only be one thing, i cant turn off the monster its only one or the other. Alex's hand on my stomach, i want a part of him no one can have... I want a baby with him. A beautiful little boy with hazel eyes and Alex's dark hair, light brown skin. Imagining it so deep and clear, my thoughts interrupted.
"Mylove?"
Dahrio.... 
"Hey Dahrio.... Miss me?"
"Always mylove."
He kisses me making me smile, my sweet jerk face.
"You know.... You have changed alot."
"Thanks to you.... You know what they say though, it takes a good woman to make a bad man good."
"Oh really?"
He nods 
"How do you think Alex will feel about having a baby without him knowing he's trying?"
"Hmmm itll make a good surprise... Are you planning on giving us a pup?"
"Maybe."
"Alex wants to come back now."
I nod my head, Alex smiles,
"How did you sleep?"
"Amazing."
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3 months have passed by quick..... Our wedding day is a few days away and i actually have a made of honor... Yes its Emily... Alex called it he knew we would get along great. She has been there for every attack on the outside as well as insids... Yes a few of the pack members have tried to kill me and Emily was there to back me up 100%. She even killed her mate because he was going to try to kill me as well. She holds my hand and i finally pick the perfect dress for the wedding... She looks at me in the mirror and smiles with a teardrop coming down her face. 
"You look flawless."
"Stop crying, your going to make me cry!"
A single tear drops from my eye lid, fuck... We both laugh.
"Okay lets go eat im starving!!!"
                          
We go to a little cute update cafe sitting outside, the waiter comes out and i automatically feel Emilys hormones rise in fire. Under her breath she whisper fearlessly, 
"MATE!"
The waiter looks down at Emily and, he's a skinny white boy, looks shy but still a cutie. He looks About 17 Emily is 19 his face turns hard and his shyness has evaporated.
"MATE!"
He takes Emily's hand, she stands up lust in her eyes.
"Im Emily."
"Luis."
She smiles a smile ive never seen before. 
"Looks like you found a wedding date just in time."
"Luis this is my Luna.... Avena."
He shakes my hand smiling....
"This was fate.... Meeting you and your Luna at the same time..."
"I smile, i don't mean to interrupt but im starving..."
"Oh yes, what can i get for yall."
Emily smiles "ill have a burger.... Extra fries and 2 mojitos..."
"Ill have the same but with a coke."
"No come on lets drink!"
"No really ill just take a soda."
"Why dont you wan..."
"Avena...."
"Well you know how i decided to be human last month well... All my organs were working fine."
"Your pregnant!?"
"Yes!!!"
"Oh my god!!!! Have you told Alex yet?"
"No, im planning on tell him on our honeymoon. He has been bugging me about having a baby and ive been acting like i dont want to have any."
"Girl you are so bad!"
Luis bring out our plates of food and of course we eat it quick, Emily invites her new mate to the wedding. Getting home, some kf the oack memebers are just hanging out and tell me hi. They seem to like me more now that im human, they are more comfortable and i can relate to them easier. I dont feel threatened anymore ever since Emily had developed her mind reading power so now she can detect when anyone feels the need to plan my demise. Alex loves me being human and our friend from England has confirmed that him and he thankful daughter will be at the wedding. Everything has been going so perfect, life is easy.... Alex enters our bedroom kissing my neck.
"Are you ready to be married to me for the rest of your life?"
"Ill answer that later."
He takes my hand leading me downstairs, its dinner time already and of course im starving already thanks to this baby. I swear ive been eating everything in sight, Alex has been noticing that too as well but i tell him its just because ive missed real food. He chuckles as he watches me eat. "Hungry?"
"Very."
In two day ill be married to the most wonderful man ive ever met, my hearts so full of joy. After dinner we have a huge movie night outside with the projector, everyone is either with their mates or family. Me im locked inside my mans arms, smiling to myself i think about how much being a human can be wonderful. Being a vampire is cool to you know all the super powers and stuff but, being able to make a life grow inside you is just..... A pure gift from god.