X. Four Years Old

                                    

                                          
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I just keep staring at the boy in front of me who was enjoying the snacks that supposed to be mine and the books that was supposed to be in my hold to read but because of this boy with green hair and emerald eyes who keep coming in three weeks I met him, my schedule was definitely in a mess.

                          
He knew that I don't want to see him so he keeps coming back without warning and ignoring me like I am just an air!

                          
Who the hell did he think he is?!

                          
My patience is really short and he obviously knows that.

                          
"Why are you here again? I don't remember that I invited you in an afternoon tea nor you've give any letter notifying the owner that you're coming"

                          
"You're not the owner, why should I notify you?" He said without even separating his focus from the book he's reading

                          
"Arrgg... you're impossible! Why are you keep appearing here? We're not even friends"

                          
For the first time he touch my book, he now lifted his head to look at me and raised his left brow, "Can't I even visit the girl who saved my and my mother's life?"

                          
I want to open my mouth to say something but in the end, I give up trying to argue with him.

                          
Yes. I unfortunately saved him and his mother... it was just a coincidence. It's not like I even plan on saving this child nor trying to change the plot of the game. 

                          
Yes, you're guess is right, he is one of the capturable targets. He is Henry Delcroix, the one who was supposed to have a mysophobia. The future retainer of the crown prince, His Highness Prince William.

                          
It all happened three weeks ago, when I got into an accident when I tried to sneak and ride a horse without the guidance of an adult.









                          
"Neesan can you really ride a horse?" Kyle asked me with his cute voice and innocent cute face.

                          
"Of course! You're oneesan is a great oneesan so I already knew how to ride" I said in boastful tone while I continued to walk toward the barn were we kept the horses.

                          
Months ago before my fourth birthday, father asked me what gift I wanted and told him that I want a stallion. He was hesitated at first but when he saw my eagerness, he reluctantly agree.

                          
And it's been three weeks since I started to learn the proper handling while riding a horse and everything I should learn about equestrian. 

                          
Every two hours in the morning, I will study horseback then in the afternoon are academic and etiquette lesson. 

                          
And now, I can proper handle a horse, well not technically a horse but a pony, a white pony. Father said that before I turned six, I can't ride a mane or stallion on my own or without any guardian... but I break that warning. 

                          
Right now, as I boast my superb equestrian talent in front my baby brother when we enter the barn, I saw him.

                          
At first, I just wanted to touch this very beautiful black stallion but as I continue touching him, there is a part of me that wanting to ride him.

                          
I am currently having second thought of riding this beautiful stallion or not. I promised father that without any adults, I can't ride alone... but I am already an adult right? My mental age is already in 30s, so technically, I am an adult! In the end, I succumbed and ride an untamed horse who was in the process of taming... and regret what I did.