She pulls me into a room and hands me a cloth and closes the door behind her. I put on the cloth and fold my clothes in a pile on the side. I sit down on the cot and wait for the doctor. I look all around at everything in the room to try and make the time go faster. Finally, there's a knock on the door and the doctor walks in. She has a friendly smile on her face, which I return and she sits down in the chair for her. I look at her as she reads over the notes left for her. 
                          
"So," she says looking up, "You're here to find out if you're going to have a baby or not correct?" she asks and I nod my head. "Well, how old are you?" she asks. 
                          
"I'm 25" I say and she nods her head and jots down something. 
                          
She looks up and says, "Well, I think you're at a good age, not too old and not too young, but lets just figure out the answer first. Please lay down for me" I do as she says and she spreads something on my stomach, all I know it's cold and feels very weird. Goosebumps appear all over my body as she spreads the jelly over my stomach. She gets out a device and rolls it over my stomach. She keeps her eyes glued to the monitor and has a straight face. I try to see if she is finding anything, but the monitor is out of my sight, so I just give up. 
                          
"What is it?" I ask, not being able to hold it in anymore. 
                          
"Well," she says and pulls the device off my stomach. "It looks like there is a baby in there, but in these records it says you had been drinking when you still had it?" she asks and I simply nod my head. "Well that could've hurt it very bad so we are going to have you come back every 3 weeks, just to check in, but yes you are almost two months pregnant!" she says and my jaw drops. "No it's good honey you will be fine!" she says, trying to reassure me. 
                          
I sigh and say, "Yeah I know I should be fine but my problem is I don't know if I think I'm ready for all of this" she nods her head.
                          
"Trust me I have been in your situation before and now my girl is 10 years old and she's perfectly fine. I'm telling you that if the baby is okay, then you will be too and you can just start your life a little early!" the doctor says, trying to cheer me up. I nod my head and we say a couple last words before she leaves. She does leave me a couple packets to look over and take home. I get dressed and grab the packets and walk out to Tay. She has a smile on her face as I walk toward her. 
                          
"So?!" she asks, referring to the news. I nod my head and she starts jumping up and down. She leads me to the door and starts talking about everything we can do together with the baby and stuff. "We can take him or her the park, go out to eat, go shopping we can do everything!" she says. I end up tuning her out on the car ride home because at this point I need to figure out what's going on with Nash and I. Tay ends up talking all the way home and right when we pull up, I grab my stuff and go to my room. I grab my phone that has been sitting on my bed, still off. Nash probably thinks I'm dead or he's out picking up some new girl. I turn on my phone and take a seat on my bed. Right once it connects to service, it starts ringing. I sit there patiently and wait for it to stop. It ends up taking about 3 minutes for all the messages to come in. 
                          
I look at the messages app and I have 129 messages, but I have no idea who they are all from. So, I open it up and a good chunk of them are from Nash, but there are a handful from like Shawn and Taylor and them. I go to Nash's and scroll to the top, or where he started freaking out. I sigh and start making my way through them. 
                          
Sophie I'm so sorry.
                          
Please answer
                          
I need you more than you know
                          
Sophie I can't do this I need you. 
                          
Sophie please I love you
                          
Just tell me what I did that's all I want to know. 
                          
I miss you more than you will ever know. The thing is, he's wrong I miss him just as much, maybe even more. 
                          
Sophie baby please answer me. We were suppose to be forever. The rest of the messages went just like the past ones, but once I landed on one that was generally really long, I stopped and read it over. 
                          
I just don't want you to ever forget about everything we had. I love you so much and hopefully we can work this out and at least be friends. I know you and I made a promise to be together forever, and I really hope that it doesn't stop because of this. I love you and I'll leave you alone. Love, Nash. 
                          
I couldn't help but tear up at that one. That whole promise thing really triggers my emotions. I know we made that promise, but I don't know what we were thinking. I know I need to tell him about everything that has happened, but I don't want to. I don't want to talk to him because I'm pretty sure it will end with me in tears. I finally end up deciding a nice, short message. 
                          
Nash, trust me I miss you just as much and yes I still love you. But, the news is I am pregnant and we are going to have to get through this together. We can talk tomorrow, just keep in mind I still care. I hit send and place my phone on the bed. 
                          
I eat dinner with Tay and we watch a couple movies to keep us busy for the night. We get some time to talk things over and it's actually really nice. I get ready for bed around 10 and I finally grab my phone to see if Nash ever responded. I have one message from him and I smile. I open it and read it over. 
                          
Okay we can talk tomorrow about everything tomorrow, just tell me when. Miss you a lot Soph this was a huge mistake. Love, Nash. 
                          
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