•Chapter 4•

                                    

                                          
The following chapter contains themes of rape, and strong language.
                          
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-1 year and 9 months after capture : Keith- 
                          
"Keith can you get me those coordinates you were talking about checking out?" Allura smiled and called out to me as I got out of red and she red.
                          
"Yeah, I think we have a lead on lance this time! All we need to do is ask Pidge for some help to decode them!" I said. I saw her smile falter but I didn't think much of it, as I began to jog back to the showers. Once I left the hanger I heard Allura whisper something to shiro.
                          
"He's hanging onto this idea that Lance is still alive." I linger on the other side of the door, listening to what their going to say next. "The Galra kept you around for a year because you were a soldier, their entertainment. But Lance? Yeah he's a paladin of voltron so they will have definitely tortured him for information, but then what? We all know Lance would have just given up and told them the info! He's dead, it's been a year and a half in earth time." Tears ran down my face. Allura couldn't be more wrong, Lance have more willpower than anyone on this ship. "Is it really a bad th-"
                          
"Is that what you think?" I asked as I walked around the corner and into the hanger. I couldn't stand by anymore and listen to her trash talk my boyfriend! "Do you really think that he would just give up within a week or two? Are you fucking with me?" I yell.
                          
"Keith watch your language and how you talk to the princess." Shiro warned.
                          
"Really? You're going to back her up? Have you given up too?" I thought that there was no way Shiro would have given up too, but he defended the princess and not Lance.
                          
"Keith it's been so long, we don't know what happened to him." Shiro walked up to me, closing the distance between us, but I backed away. He stopped moving.
                          
"Oh wait, how long was Matt missing?" Shiro stiffened. "A year and seven months(A/N: I honestly have no idea I'm guessing with this one)? So let me get this straight, we can spend time looking for your boyfriend, but once mine goes missing, 'thats it guys, we tried, he's long gone now.'" I mock them as tears travel down my face. "Its not even the fact that he's my boyfriend! It's Lance! The Blue Paladin, one of the most caring, thoughtful and funniest guys I know! I thought you knew that too."
                          
"Keith, it's not like we don't car-" Shiro tried to reason, but there is no taking back what he said.
                          
"BULLSHIT, YOU CARE! What if he's laying cold i-i-in in in in a cell, or dungeon some-somewhere? W-what, what, what if he's injured, and bleeding? What if he escaped o-o-or or or or or was was was rescued? What if he's fighting in the resistance?" I collapse onto the ground in a sobbing mess. I feel a cold mechanical arm wrap around me, and I lean into the embrace.
                          
"What if he's lonely?" I whisper
                          
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-1 year and 9 months since capture : Lance-
                          
I started picking up on different commands or signs prince Lotor gave me. Most were pretty easy, like staying silent unless spoken to, following him around without him needing to tell me, calling him any endearing name (Darling, Love, my Prince, ect.), or cuddling him.
                          
Other commands... I was a little more hesitant to follow. Whenever we would enter his room, he has me take off all my clothes as soon as the door closes, which I didn't immediately do. My Love has me work out, inorder to keep me in good physical condition for his pleasure. But whenever I workout, it's without any sort of clothes, so he can watch me.
                          
There are some other, um, sexually things he demands, but its the least I can do for my prince, the only one who cares for me. He had to beat some sense into me I guess.
                          
There are other rules but I guess they became second nature to me. Crazy how that could happen in this amount of time, but maybe I have been here long, I still have no idea of how much time has gone by since Lotor rescued me.
                          
"My Lord, I have news about Voltron." One of Lotors generals stepped up to his thrown and bowed before him. My eyes widened at the sound of my former team. I looked up at Lotor, from where I sat on the floor next to him, and noticed he glanced at me for only a second.
                          
"What is it?" Lotor asked his hybrid general.
                          
"I've have heard of rumors that Voltron has gained information including coordinates of this ship." She responded. I'm supposed to feel upset, no angry, wait no, sad? I don't know how my Prince wants me to feel, but I do know he doesn't want me to feel happy about it, so I just keep a blank expression.
                          
"How long do you think it will take for them to find us?" Lotors eyes keep falling on me as he spoke, probably waiting for me to slip up, but I won't. I know my place. 
                          
I am Lotors property, his to rule. I owe him for rescuing me, and showing me the truth. Humans are weak and we need the Galra.
                          
Another hybrid soldier, who was standing off to the side until now spoke up. "Not for several earth months, they can't decrypt the coordinates. But taking into account the green and yellow paladins shown skills with technology, it may be sooner than that."
                          
"I see. You are dismissed." Lotor waved his hand at him.
                          
"Sir, with all due respect, we shou-" the first one tried to speak up but was interrupted by Lotor.
                          
"You. Are. Dismissed." With that, they both bowed and left the room. "My Love, what do you think of that?" Lotor suddenly turned to me, resting his head in his hand on the arm rest.
                          
"... The paladins don't understand that they need you to lead the universe. They left me. I'm not a paladin." Lotor's grinned and gestured for me to stand in front of him, so I did. Once I got there he pulled me down into his lap.
                          
"Thats right Darling, they left you, you are no longer a paladin. You are, will always, and have always been mine, you just didn't know it." He ran his hand down my side to my inner thigh. The best thing to do in that situation is to not do anything, just let him touch me. I have no right to disagree...
                          
"I'm yours."
                          
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-2 years after cature : Keith - 
                          
"KEITH! I GOT IT!" I heard Pidge yell to me from the other room. "I GOT THE COORDINATES TO THE SHIP LANCE IS ON!" 
                          
"Are you serious!" I can barely contain my excitement! After what? Two years we can finally get Lance!
                          
"Quick! Let's go tell Allura and the others!" Pidge runs off with the coordinates, leaving me staring in disbelief, as a tear runs down my face. 
                          
"We're coming Lance. Hold on babe." I rush off to the others and get suited up.
                          
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Hey guys! Just wanted to say that when Keith is stuttering, I didn't want him to only repeat the first letter (like how almost all amiture fanfic writers do) because that's not really what a stutter Is. So it wasn't an accident that he repeated words and I don't care if you find it annoying.