Please Understand

                                    

                                          
Captain's POV
                          
I really want to kick P'White to the Milky Way. That dickhead! What had he done to me, you ask? I don't have to explain it to you aren't i? He raped me (ok not exactly, i was partly willing) behind the stage, and he made me..made me...i just can't put it to words, i'm just so shy, i could drown myself in the river.
                          
"Captain, are you alright?" 
                          
What? who's that? I thought there would be no one else in this building. P'White was already on his way home and i told him that i'll be alright and i was just getting my stuff back. Not that it's important, i just wanted to get rid of him. And now i regretted my decision.
                          
"Huh? Oh, i'm fine. Thanks." It's one of my friend from the agency. "Just getting some stuff and i'm off. What are you doing here?" 
                          
He showed me his apparels. "I left them too. So i'll see you again tomorrow, take care." He said. I waved him goodbye.
                          
I continue walking to the parking lot. It doesn't take a long time to reach it, but the parking lot has an eerie lightning that i absolutely hate. There weren't a lot of cars parked there since it was already late. I don't think i can visit my parents in this hour and was thinking to go straight home to get some sleep. 
                          
But there was someone sitting on the front of my car. The light was so dim that i can't see anything. I got a goosebumps all over my body, and i shiver alot. 
                          
"Who? Who are you?"
                          
I yelled at that person. But he doesn't answer, and instead he walked to my direction, i stepped back as the result. 
                          
"Answer me! Who are you?" He doesn't say anything, and i'm starting to panicked. I heard his foot step getting closer, so i decided to run. The way out of the parking lot. I have to go there fast. I ran for my dear life, as fast as i could. 
                          
My panic state was not getting better and i was so frightened when i heard his footstep got closer and closer, and at last he grab me by the waist and turn my body towards him.
                          
God, he's gonna kill me. He's gonna kill me and i'll never see my families again. I wish i never sent P'White home, i wish he was here. To protect me. Now i realized how he meant for me, how i need him in my life. I close my eyes, ready to face whatever my fate is.
                          
But the knife was never piercing my body and i didn't die. Instead that attacker kissed me gently, like a butterfly touch all over my lips. I was so surprised i didn't realize that my legs was shaky like a leaf.
                          
After a while that kiss stopped, replaced by a soft whisper to my ear.
                          
"Don't you know the silhouette of your own hubby, bae? i'm so sad that you don't recognize me."
                          
P'White. I was still so shock that all i can do was hug him real tight. I cried on his shoulder and hit his back.
                          
"Don't do that again, i'm scared!" I yelled at him. All my fear dissipated in the thin air. 
                          
He let go of me and led me to the car. He insisted to drove my car home so i gave him the key. 
                          
"Sorry to startle you like that. I decided to wait for you and i asked one of my assistant to take my car home. He was over the rainbow when i told him he can drive my Porsche."
I frowned. It wasn't totally his fault. In fact he was so sweet to wait for me here in the parking lot, alone. 
                          
"Why don't you call me and wait for me upstairs?" I asked him.
                          
"And risking getting caught and cost our relationship? I'll skip that." 
                          
My cheeks are getting warm. I turned my face away from him so he couldn't see me smiling . He always like this. Always puts 'us' above himself, though i now it would be more convenient for him to just leave me by myself.