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Selena's POV

                          
The night went pretty great after Hailey stormed out. We laughed,fool around, and I even kissed Ryan's lips. He's a good kisser I guess.
                          
Girls keep teasing Ryan that they love Shawlena. I think Shawlena is great. Shawlena annoyed Ryan of course.
                          
Harry and Taylor got a chance to talk so me and Alfredo eavesdropping was our work. But sadly they just talk about music, well Harry and Taylor collaboration would be amazing.
                          
Zayn and Gigi made me confuse... Are they back again? Cause they seem pretty cool and flirty.
                          
We spend the midnight together, well its pretty awkward with Justin but I fucking miss him. He avoided me all through the night...
                          
I guess he still didn't forgive.
                          
I hope he listened to my explanations, If he did I think we were both still happy.
                          
Taylor decided to drop me off then also decided to take the night with me so here we goes, watching TV.
                          
"So what did you guys talked about?" I ask her, its about Harry and her. It's like we didn't eavesdropped. Lmao.
                          
"Ugh, Sel I saw you with Fredo.." She roll her eyes. We suck.
                          
"Oh...yeah.."
                          
"You can't be a spy!" She laugh I rolled my eyes.
                          
"Wait, what up with Bieber?" She ask me. I let out a deep sigh.
                          
"I don't know... He avoided me all night...I think he still hate me... But I can't blame him."
                          
"You didn't cheat Sel."
                          
"I know but that's the thing that he doesn't know."
                          
"Ugh, if he just let you explain."
                          
"I tried to call me many times.. But.."
                          
"It's okay."
                          
Then I felt like I'm going to throw up. I quickly stood up and rush to the kitchen sink. Then throw up.
                          
I don't have a reason to eat. I just actually just throw it out. Fuck my life.
                          
"Sel are you-oh my god! You told me you're over it! Oh god Sel, it's been a week!" 
                          
I flushed my vomit and wipe my mouth. 
                          
"I think I'm sick, its maybe just my lupus.."
                          
I know that it isn't my lupus. No it really isn't. But what the hell is this?
                          
"Sel let's talk."
                          
"What?"
                          
We walk over to the couch and continue watching.
                          
"How many days or even weeks have you been like this?" she asked me.
                          
"Like one week and a half."
                          
"You didn't even go for a check up?" She asked I shook my head.
                          
"What are you feeling? Morning sickness? Headaches? Cravings? Or do you miss your period?"
                          
"Morning sickness, cravings and... Oh my god.. I missed my period!"
                          
"Oh god!"
                          
"I'm not Tay I'm not!" I panicked, I start to pace back and forth.
                          
"Huh just wait up I just buy something.'' She said and the she left.
                          
"This is just my lupus. This is just my lupus. Its not what we think. No. No no no..." 
                          
It's funny how I want myself to believe something really untrue.

                          
[. . .]


                          
"What?" She ask as I step out of the comfort room. I close my eyes shut as response.
                          
"Oh god Sel." She pulls me on a hug and then I know that I'm crying my eyes out now.
                          
"Tay this can't be happening..... Tell me it's all in my mind....This can't be true.." I cried.
                          
"Shh..shh.. Did you tried it twice?"
                          
"Four times Tay... It always-" I sob.
                          
"Shhh.. Everything would be fine... trust me."
                          
This isn't happening, is it? 
I can't be.....
No no no no no...
                          




                          
Crap
Well well well Abelena is dead *evils laugh* They fucking split!..
Let's have a party yay!

                          
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