*COMPLETED*
"Don't get too close, it's dark inside. It's where my demons hide."
"Get too close, there is hell inside of me, it's where your demons can hide."
Cover: @dammnnbieber
*I changed my username from jelenaisrising to windinhersails*
-JELENA...
I was so fucking nervous and scared, my entire body was shaking. What if I fall in front of everyone? What if I look ugly? What if my outfits don't look good on me? I didn't wanna do this, I wanted to run away and hide. I could see everyone laughing and jumping up and down with excitement, but me, I was shivering and sweating.
Someone patted my shoulder and I jumped in shock.
"Woah Sel are you okay?" Madison looked concerned.
"Yeah....yeah I'm..I'm fine."
"Are you sure? I know there's a lot of people out there but trust me you're gonna rock the runway, just walk with confidence and don't looks at anyone." Shen reinsured me.
"Yeah...I got this." I lied. She hugged me and rubbed my back trying to comfort me. "Thanks."
"Come on let's put our outfits on, our group is walking in like 15 mins." She took me where the other girls from our group were sanding. They all looked so hot and like proper models. I felt so insecure.
I got changed into my first outfit and took a deep breath. I looked at myself in the mirror and fixed everything for the last time, I was walking next.
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
"You look so fucking hot gurl! Go kill it out there!" Madison patted my back. I hugged her and thanked her. I stood backstage and waited for my group's name to be called.
"And now to model their creative designs is The Angels!!" And that was it I walked out in full confidence not showing that i'm nervous. I smiled at the audience and noticed Ash and Nessa sitting in the front row cheering for me. Alfredo, Za and Meajor were also sat in the front row cheering for me. It felt good having them all there because i wasn't scared anymore. I walked the full runway and posed before walking back.
I gave the other girls in my group a high five each before they went off, i quickly ran backstage and got changed into my new outfit. After i got changed i put my hair in a bun as it suited the outfit. I waited for the other girls to return, so i could go on. Madison was the first one to return. I hugged her again and she wished me luck.
"Sel you're like a proper model go pose there on the stairs let me take a pic of you before you go on." I was about to say no but Madison insisted so I groaned and allowed her to take a picture.
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
