188: you were?

                                    

                                          
Mainly dialogue, only to capture the intensity of the conversation! Q
                          
I opened the door as soon as I heard Shawn's Jeep pull into my driveway allowing him to come storming straight through the door and into the lounge of my parents' house.
                          
"Shawn, what is wrong?" I pleaded. "You're scaring me."
                          
"She's pregnant." He grunted as he sat down on the couch, running his fingers through his tousled hair.
                          
"What are you talking about?"
                          
I quickly took the seat besides him and rested my hands in his lap. 
                          
"Aaliyah, she's pregnant."
                          
"What!" I exclaimed. The news instantly sending my body into shock. 
                          
"Yep." He said, popping the p. "With that asshole of a boyfriend."
                          
Shawn has never like Aaliyah's boyfriend, mainly because he is still very protective of his little sister but Ethan was a nice boy. He was sweet and caring and would never intentionally hurt Aaliyah- it could've been a lot worse. 
                          
"Are you sure they're not pranking you?" I question, now taking his free hand in mine.
                          
"No." He shot. "I saw her crying to mom, a-and I listened and she said-"
                          
"Shawn." I said sternly. "You didn't argue with her did you? You didn't shout and get angry?"
                          
"Of course I did, y/n."
                          
"Why would you do that!" I shouted back.
                          
"Why wouldn't i? I am raging right now!"
                          
"Because she's already upset about it and you've made it worse. Do you not think before you talk?  She probably thinks you hate her now, and that's all she needs."
                          
"Why are you on her side?" He stood up. 
                          
"I'm not!" I am.
                          
"You are."
                          
"No I'm not, Shawn!" I shouted. "It was an accident, obviously, she didn't mean for this to happen. Besides, you're acting as if it's the end of the world, Ethan is a nice boy. Neither of them planned this-"
                          
"She's 16, y/n, she's still a kid!" 
                          
His voice bellowed through the house. Louder and stronger than I have ever heard before; louder then his previous tone. 
                          
"Yeah, well so was I!" I matched, jumping up trying to be equally as intimidating. My mouth clamped shut and my hands flew to my face as soon as I realised what I had said.
                          
Shawn's eyes widened as he looked down at me. 
                          
"What?"
                          
"What?" I asked back.
                          
"You were pregnant?" I nodded. He ran his fingers through his hair. "But we were together when we were-"
                          
Silence. 
                          
"I'm sorry."
                          
"You were pregnant! You were pregnant and didn't tell me! What the hell, y/n."
                          
"Shawn, I was scared. I was 16 and you were just starting your career, so I went a-and I got an abortion as soon as I could and I-"
                          
"I can't believe you didn't tell me! Why didn't you tell me!"
                          
"Shawn, i was scared. It's scary! I was a 16-year-old Junior in high school and you were an emerging superstar."
                          
"Well you could of told me." By now I was crying.
                          
"How many time do I have to say I'm sorry."
                          
Silence.
                          
"Is that's why you're on Aaliyah's side?"
                          
"Yes. A million times yes. I know how she feels and it's not nice. You feel guilty and scared- you have a person growing inside of you and they are completely dependent on you and will be for the rest of your life. You're never going to be able to give that child the best life because you're still only a child yourself and that's petrifying. God Shawn, I'm sorry I never told you; I am. You deserved to know, I made a mistake- we should've talked about it. I had no-one to talk to, no one to help me through it so for the love of God please don't let Aaliyah feel that way. Please be there for her."
                          
His finger wiped away the tears that had fallen down my cheeks. His tousled hair rested against his forehead and his hands dropped from my face, to my shoulders and pulled me into a hug. His face resting deeply in the crook of my neck. 
                          
"Please Shawn." I cried.
                          
"I will."
                          
Yay!!! Finally another update and not me ranting about something!! Hope you enjoyed this Imagine, it's a bit different cause I've never seen any imagines like this. Also ignore any typos.
                          
Also, I'm thinking of deleting the smuts in the book because I've been thinking and although Shawn is extremely attractive it's unfair to over sexualise him the way that fans- me included as I have written two or three smuts- do because he is a teenage boy! But I also thought if this was the other way around and it was a boy sexualising a female celebrity then people would cause problems and I'm all about gender equality so yeah...