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Monah
                          
"Come on you can do this". 
                          
Giving myself a mini prep talk as I sat outside what use to be a happy home. 
                          
Today is the day I'm going to sit down with August to set everything straight, not only am I doing that but also I'm here to pick up the rest of my things. 
                          
I had found a home not too long ago and it's ready for me to move into.
                          
"Here goes nothing". 
                          
Mumbling to myself I finally built the courage to get out of the car. It seemed like with every step I took my heart hurt even more, This was going to be hard to do but it needs to be done. 
                          
Unlocking the door with my key I pushed it opened stepping inside. 
                          
"August". 
                          
Walking inside of the house I stopped inside of the living room furrowing my eyebrows at the different furniture. 
                          
"August". I called again continuing to look one over the new scenery. 
                          
"Oh shit I thought I was hearing things hey". Jumping at the sound of his voice I turned around to see him walking out of the kitchen with a water bottle in his hand. 
                          
"H-Hey". Clearing my throat while breaking eye contact it's amazing how this man could still give me butterflies. 
                          
"You good? Da baby good right?" He questioned with concern making me look back at him. 
                          
"Yes he's great that's not why I'm here I'm actually here to talk". Looking over at me surprised he nodded a bit. 
                          
"Um before you we began you want anything?" 
                          
"No I don't want to stay longer than what I have to". 
                          
"Monah". He started but I shook my head stopping him. 
                          
"First off I know everything that happened between you and Amber she told me everything". 
                          
"I'm so sor- what? whatcha mean you sat down with her?" 
                          
"She called to meet up with her, when I did she told me everything even apologizing for doing it". 
                          
"So now ya know I'aint do it on purpose". 
                          
"You might not had of did it on purpose but you still cheated August". 
                          
"What was I suppose to do Monah I ain't want to hurt you I was trying to protect you I didn't know what she was capable of doing". 
                          
"You should of talked to me August, as soon as came at you side ways you should of let me know what was going on". 
                          
"She threatened to take my daughter Monah and tell on me she had that shit ova my head". 
                          
"Still you didn't have to cheat!". 
                          
"Baybeh I'm sorry I know ya tired of hearing it but I am I know I could of prevented the situation but I was scared of the outcome". 
                          
"That's not a excuse but you know what August I'm not even mad anymore. It happened and it's over it i forgive you I'm just here to end this and move forward". 
                          
"Good cause I'm ready to move on as well I know I fucked up but I'm ready to make things right by us and our family. I meant everything I said that day I promise I'm going to get my shit together I just want to be there for my family like I should of". 
                          
"As good as that sounds that's not what I mean by moving forward. August I'm ready to move forward from this relationship I think it's best if we just co parent that's it".