chapter 58: a sort of first time (smutish?)

                                    

                                          
"OLLIE GO SEEP SEEP NOW!" oliver yelled, quickly faking like he was asleep. 
                          
josh giggled and kissed his forehead. "goodnight, oliver gray."
                          
josh then returned to his and tyler's room, finding his husband lying down on the bed in his boxers, grinning widely. 
                          
"you really pick tonight of all nights to tease me?" he asked, raising his eyebrow. 
                          
"i just wanna play mario kart!" tyler said defensively, tossing a controller at his husband. 
                          
josh laughed and rolled his eyes. "mmmhm." he got into bed and they got into their natural mario kart positions, but he decided we wanted to get his husband back. 
                          
he slowly moved his lips to his neck, first starting with light, barely-there's, but he soon started sucking onto the soft skin he adored so much. 
                          
"joshua willia-" tyler was cut off by a soft moan as his husband sucked a hickey into his sweet spot. 
                          
he wrapped his arm around tyler's hips, gently rubbing up and down his inner thigh. 
                          
"you like that, don't you, baby?" josh smirked as he nibbled on his husband's earlobe. 
                          
"m-mhm," tyler whimpered, dropping his controller and leaning back against his husband. 
                          
josh grinned and dropped his controller as well, gently sliding his hand into his husband's boxers. 
                          
it was heaven for both of them. 
                          
"tell me if you want me to stop," josh mumbled into his ear as he palmed his husband. 
                          
"f-faster," he whimpered.
                          
josh smiled widely. 
                          
he never thought he'd hear that word again.
                          
tyler then turned around and gently pushed his husband onto his back, starting to grind into him. 
                          
josh moaned and bucked his hips up in need for more friction, tyler grabbing both his husband's hands and holding them tightly. 
                          
"h-holy shit, ty, y-you've gotten good at this," he panted, his moans starting to grow louder as he came closer to finishing. 
                          
he knew his husband always loved being praised in bed. he never thought he was good enough. he wasn't confident in his appearance. he thought he always came too soon, and that's why he always put himself through the uncomfortable oversensitivity until josh came. 
                          
that is, back when they had sex. 
                          
soon, both boys came. hard. tyler rolled off josh, panting heavily. 
                          
josh grinned, still trying to catch his own breath, turning on his side so he was facing his husband and gently rubbing up and down his side. 
                          
"that was..." tyler started.
                          
"amazing," josh grinned. 
                          
it took a lot out of tyler to do that, but he really did enjoy it, especially knowing josh got his physically expressing love portion of the relationship that night. 
                          
"we haven't done that in... what? three years?" josh grinned. 
                          
tyler laughed and shrugged, finally starting to catch his breath. he snuggled into his husband and started to fall asleep, always having been exhausted after they had... fun.
                          
"i love you so much, tyler," josh smiled, kissing his husband's forehead. "you don't know how much that meant to me."
                          
and it really, really did mean a lot to josh. he loved getting to physically express love in a way they could only do in private. sure, they could kiss and hold hands in public, but at home, they got to do something only they were allowed to do. 
                          
together. 
                          
tyler smiled and just nodded, sliding his hand into his husband's and falling asleep.
                          
though josh stayed awake for a while, admiring his husband's gorgeous appearance as well as how stunning he was on the inside. 
                          
how could he have gotten the most perfect boy in the world all to himself?
                          
well, tyler could ask the same about him.