-Grayson's P.O.V-
Stop. Stop it. Stop thinking like this!
God, what is happening to me?
-Josh's P.O.V-
It's all blank. Everything is empty.
I don't understand anything anymore.
They won't tell me. None of them.
What the hell am I supposed to do?
I can tell I'm hurting them. I can't help it.
I don't want to hurt anyone anymore.
"What is your name?" I ask the boy who wore black tattoos and brown eyes.
He's been staying with me in apparently my house for a while now and I haven't a clue who he is.
All I know is that I'm from Columbus, Ohio. He's apparently not allowed to tell me anything else.
"I-uh, I can't answer that." He whispers, sounding somewhat disappointed for reasons unknown.
"Why are you sad?" I ask the brown eyed sad boy.
"Because...Josh, you're supposed to remember all of this on your own."
"All of what!?" I frustratedly scream.
His eyes fall and he just shakes his head.
"You've lived your life this far and you can't even remember anything from this past month, Josh."
They keep calling me "Josh", I've noticed.
"So my name is Josh?" I point to myself.
Brown eyed boy nods.
I blink. "Who is this?" I point to a picture hanging in the room we were both standing in.
"Who are they?" I ask once again referencing the (h/c) haired girl hugging me while smiling wide. Cheeks red.
The boy just drops his shoulders and head.
-Tyler's P.O.V-
I remember that night.
It was the AMA's, Karma was taking polaroid pictures of everyone. She gave this one of Josh and (Y/N) to Josh.
The white border had something written in permanent marker, it looked like Josh's handwriting.
I read the scribble at the bottom of the picture.
"Sunshine"
-Your P.O.V-
Knock, knock, knock.
I knock on Josh's front door and wait for either Tyler or Jenna to answer it.
This is my first time seeing Josh after he lost his memory.
I was nervous, worried, all the adjectives in the dictionary to describe my stomach practically doing somersaults.
Jenna eventually answers the door and shares a friendly face as well as a hug.
I walk in and pause as I notice Josh eyeing me up and down as I do the same to him.
"We'll uh, give you two a moment." Jenna grabs Tyler as they both head into the kitchen for a minute.
"Josh, hey." I somehow manage to say something.
"Josh...that's me, right?" The confused drummer points to himself.
My brows furrow as I step closer to him.
"Yeah...that's you." I shrug, smiling slightly hoping he catches on.
"Okay, okay. And you are..."
I bite my lip, not knowing if I should answer or not.
The doctor said I wasn't allowed to tell him anyth-
"Sunshine?" He interrupts my train of thought.
"What?" I say in disbelief.
"You're the girl from the picture, right? Sorry, it just says 'Sunshine' on the bottom of it so I assumed that was your name." He rubs the back of his neck, nervous.
That polaroid Karma took of us? Oh. That's what he's talking about.
"Oh, uh. You know what yeah. You can call me Sunshine." I shrug.
I missed his nickname for me.
"C-Can I talk to you?" He stutters.
I tilt my head.
What could a boy who doesn't even remember his own girlfriend or best friends wanna talk about?
"Sure? What's up?" I step another foot closer and Josh breathes deeply.
"I...I think you should do what I did." He whispers to me.
I look at him, confused and he breathes once more before explaining.
"Forget all about me."
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FARTHER (Josh Dun x Reader) (THREEQUEL) ✧ idkbrooklyn
Fanfiction❝I THOUGHT WHEN JOSH WAS IN ANOTHER CONTINENT WE WERE GROWING APART, HELL NOW WE'RE IN THE SAME CITY & I'VE NEVER FELT FARTHER FROM HIM.❞ ☼ (THREEQUEL)