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Ariana Grande
                          
Above Ukraine
                          
Sunday, 11:09 pm
                          
"How do you feel, Bubbles?" 
                          
"I feel a lot better. I think sleeping helps me a lot." 
                          
"Good. I'm glad you feel better."
                          
"I'm gonna go live on Instagram."
                          
"Okay. I'll be back." Justin stands up and walks in the direction of the bathrooms. 
                          
I pick up my phone and find the account that we were talking to earlier. The name had been changed to 'ripalexisnoelle'. I'm guessing that was the girls name. 
                          
The day she died was in her bio along with the phrase 'Rest in Peace, baby doll, mama and daddy love you', and there were photos that I'm guessing were of her in her feed. They started from when she was born and went to when she was two years old, according to the caption of the last photo posted, 13 minutes ago. 
                          
When Justin comes back, I show him her profile and he smiles. 
                          
"She was adorable." 
                          
I nod, leaving her page. I start a live and wait for people to join. I read as many comments as possible before they're replaced by new ones. 
                          
Justin, being the weirdo he is, makes a bunch of weird and ugly faces, causing me to laugh. A bunch of comments keep asking if #Jariana is real and telling us how cute we are. I don't understand why people are thinking these things when we haven't even done anything in public. 
                          
Justin is the first one to actually say something, which is 'Hi' and that's it, but it's enough to make everyone go crazy in the comments. I smile and Justin pokes his finger in my dimple. 
                          
"Why must you always do that?" I ask. 
                          
"I told you, it's fun." I ruffle his hair and he laughs. 
                          
We had both kind of zoned out and forgotten about the live, so everyone was just watching us interact with each other. Maybe that was why everyone thought we were dating. 
                          
Of course, the comments exploded, but I just ignored them. 
                          
"Hi, everyone! We're on a plane right now, going to Amsterdam for our third show. Thanks for coming. I just want to spread the word about something that happened earlier." 
                          
"And excuse Ariana if she cries, because she's definitely a crier." 
                          
I roll my eyes, looking over at Justin. 
                          
"What? I'm just warning them." He shrugs. 
                          
I shake my head, focusing my attention back on the live. 
                          
"So I was scrolling through my messages earlier and I found a message from a girl a few days ago. Long story short, the girl told me how much she loved us, but she didn't think she was worth anything so she actually took her own life just a few days ago. It literally broke my heart to read the message that she had sent me, and I just want to tell everyone who's watching right now that you are worth more than everything on this earth. You shouldn't ever think that you're not because you are. Me and Justin love you all more than you'll ever know. If you're ever feeling down, just remember that you're loved. It may not seem like it at the time, but you are always loved." 
                          
I wipe my eyes because, even though there weren't any tears on my face, my eyes were still wet. I read as many of the comments as I can before typing the girls account and pinning it. 
                          
"I pinned her account, so everyone please go show her family some love. Heaven has gained a beautiful angel." 
                          
After a few minutes, we switch to a more positive note and start answering questions. 
                          
"'What time is it?' It's 11:31. At night. Our pilot told us that we were above Ukraine about twenty minutes ago."
                          
"'I'm new to this fandom but I just wanted to know how old you guys are'. We are both 12, but I'll be 13 on June 26th. Justin's birthday is March 1st." 
                          
"'Where do you live?' Well, I live in Boca Raton, Florida, and Justin lives in, Ontario, Canada, but we have an apartment in LA that we spend most of our time at." 
                          
We answer a few more questions before ending the live, then we have a conversation with Alexis' parents and her sisters. We learn a lot more about Alexis and her family, and they thank us a million times for spreading the word about Alexis. 
                          
After we finish our conversation, I plug my phone up and get comfortable on me and Justin's 'bed'. Our parents were difficult and decided to have their own seats. But me and Justin were smart so we both had a lot more room then them. Haha.