chapter 41: first night alone (smut)

                                    

                                          
tonight was a special night.
                          
tonight was the first night tyler and josh would be alone in eight months. 
                          
tyler couldn't help but grin when his husband picked him up and ran to their room with him in his arms after brendon picked oliver up.
                          
and, of course, both boys couldn't really wait much longer to finally get to physically showed they loved each other in a way other than kissing. 
                          
so the clothes came off quickly. 
                          
and pretty soon, they were completely naked under the sheets. 
                          
the boys just jumped right into it. 
                          
josh gently pushed tyler onto his back, pushing his legs up so they were hooked over his shoulders before he pushed into him. 
                          
josh let out a deep moan, cursing under his breath. tyler then let out a loud moan as his husband started moving, both boys happy they didn't have to hold anything back since they were home alone. 
                          
"j-joshy i-i'm c-close," tyler moaned, gripping the sheets. 
                          
josh groaned and nodded in agreement. "m-me t-t-too."
                          
tyler suddenly stopped breathing, his eyes shutting. it was something he did often. 
                          
"keep breathing, baby," josh whispered in his husband's ear. 
                          
but tyler didn't respond. or start breathing. 
                          
so josh stopped. 
                          
"baby? you ok?" josh asked, running his fingers through tyler's hair. 
                          
tyler suddenly started breathing again, panting for air as he nodded his head. "y-yeah." 
                          
"i'm gonna get you some water, ok?" josh said, kissing his husband's forehead. 
                          
"n-no. w-we should finish." 
                          
"no, baby. i'm not risking it." 
                          
tyler sighed and slouched over in bed, feeling bad for not convincing josh that they could finish. 
                          
joshua then returned a minute later with a bottle of water, handing it to tyler before crawling into bed next to him. 
                          
"s-sorry, josh," tyler apologized quietly. 
                          
josh's eyebrows furrowed. "sorry? for what?"
                          
"t-tonight was supposed to be our fun night," tyler said sadly. 
                          
"we don't have to have sex to make it fun, baby," josh said, kissing his husband's temple. "we can just snuggle and watch movies all night and kiss." 
                          
"b-but you were close."
                          
josh sighed but grinned, holding his husband close. "it's ok, baby. i promise." 
                          
"w-we should really finish," tyler said.
                          
"alright, fine. this'll be interesting. but if you start to feel sick or anything, you have to tell me immediately, ok?" 
                          
tyler smiled and nodded. "ok." 
                          
josh got up on his knees, throwing on leg over tyler so he was straddling his waist. he then slowly sunk down onto his husband, both boys moaning since they had never been in each other's position. 
                          
josh started moving up and down, searching for an angle to which he would hit his prostate, eventually finding it and practically screaming in pleasure. 
                          
tyler reached his arms up and wrapped them around josh's neck, pulling him in for a kiss. 
                          
josh started shaking in pleasure, tyler gripping the sheets. then, both boys came, josh riding out his high as tyler continued to orgasm underneath him. 
                          
"h-how was that for a finish?" josh grinned tiredly, rolling off his husband. 
                          
"l-long," tyler giggled, panting for air. 
                          
"w-we should do t-that more often," josh panted with a smile. "just, we'll have to be quieter when ollie's around."
                          
tyler giggled and nodded in agreement, pulling the sheets over him and his husband, holding josh's hand. "i love you," he smiled, kissing josh's cheek.
                          
"i love you too, baby," josh grinned, kissing his husband's hair. 
                          
they still weren't really sure what happened with tyler's breathing that night, but tyler demanded they not think of it since he wanted their night alone to be with free. 
                          
so they didn't.