Chapter 10

                                    

                                          
Zaynimal12 Says: So uh, let me start by saying thanks for all the comments, votes and reads from all the readers. Thank you. I can't believe I made it to chapter 10. This is the...exciting chapter so I hope you like It! Happy Reading! 
                          
                                                            -Zaynimal12
                          
Jesy's Pov
                          
I played back in bed next to Leigh Anne, breathing hard. This whole, 'friends with benefits', thing is great but then I want it to be more. I actually want a relationship happening. Like Jade and Perrie but better. Jade. She was on my mind during the whole sex thing. I was so close to moaning out her name which would've been really awkward. I don't like her I can't like her, I won't like her but it's hard not to. She's so...likeable. Leigh Anne put her arms around my waist and nuzzled her head under my arm. I just wish this would be something.
                          
"Nobody knows about this, right?"
                          
 "Y-yeah..."
                          
 "Great. You want anything to eat? A sandwich?", she asked while laughing.
                          
 I shuddered, "No please. Anything but a sandwich."
                          
 "Ok. I'll just warm up something if that's ok with you."
                          
 "It's cool."
                          
She kissed me while sucking on my bottom lip then put on some clothes to leave the room. I feel like I'm being used for sex. That kinda hurts. I can't let this go cause this is the only thing I get to do with Leigh Anne. I sighed and checked my phone to find a text from Jade. It was.sent one hour ago.
                          
From Jade
                          
Sent @ 2:50
                          
I need ur company. Plz come :'(. 
                          
Fuck! I started to put my clothes on smelt myself, making sure I didn't smell. Good. Breath, good. I washed my hands in the bathroom and goggled some mouthwash just in case. I ran out and Leigh Anne gave me a look.
                          
"Where are you going?"
                          
 "I have to go."
                          
 "Will I see you tomorrow?"
                          
 I sighed, "Yeah...."
                          
I ran outside and called a taxi over. Jade is probably going to kill me. She can't get mad at me, can she? The driver drove to Jade's house and I ran up the stairs to press the bell. Jade opened it with bags under her eyes and dried up tears on her face.
                          
"Woah, Jade, what happened?"
                          
 "It's Perrie."
                          
 "What about her?"
                          
 "Sh-she ran....aw-away."
                          
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Jade blew her nose and I rubbed her back once more. Perrie away from home? How is that even possible?
                          
"How do you know?"
                          
 "Look."
                          
She handed me a piece of paper and I took it.
                          
Dear Jade,
                          
I didn't think I was good enough for you. I don't think I'm good enough for you. I always end up breaking your heart, no matter where I am so I decided to leave me. I'm not telling you where I am and where I'll be going but I could tell you, I love you. I'll miss you a lot and tell Jesy I'll miss her too. If I come back, maybe we could start to think about our future. I love you so much but I have to do this. Goodbye.