--y/ns POV--
I woke and I felt a pain in my arm.
Wow, I had been sleeping against my arm and made it numb.
I looked around my room, I didn't see anyone.
I looked at the digital clock on the wall and it read 13:57.
Wow, I had slept for quite some bit.
I sighed and stared at the ceiling.
What am I supposed to do now?
I've annoyed Gerard and my mom randomly disappeared off to somewhere.
"Oh! You're awake, Y/N, are you hungry?" The nurse asked as she stopped at my door.
"No thank you."
I feel a bit sick now from eating those meals.
"You have a visitor anyway, I'll go get him."
In came Frank grinning widely.
I grinned back.
"Hey bitch." He winked.
"Fuck you too." I gave a wide smile giving him a hug.
"Where's Gerard?" He asked and I shrugged.
"Don't know. I went to sleep and woke up and he wasn't here. Still isnt."
He just gave a confused look and nodded.
We talked for a while when I mentioned, "do you know where my mom went? She would have come back by now.."
he seemed like he knew something but wouldn't tell me.
I decided to let it slide and we continued talking again.
"Y/N? Are you still not hungry?" I looked at the clock.
19:26.
"No... just water please." I shut my eyes again.
I can't help it, I'm weak. When I'm tired I just fall asleep very quickly.
"Y/N." Frank shakes me holding up a glass of water.
"Thanks." I drank half of the glass and shut my eyes again.
"Goodnight Y/N." said Frank.
"Goodnight, Frankie."
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I woke up in the night. I didn't know what time it was but it was still dark outside.
I noticed someone still awake beside me so I said. "Hello?"
"Why are you awake Y/N?" I heard a familiar voice.
"Gerard?" I questioned and he hummed.
"What time is it?"
"3:32." He replied.
"Why?"
"I can't sleep. Why are you awake?" You tilted your head.
"Just can't sleep.."
"..."
"Do you know where Chris is?"
"Chris?"
"Is he still at school?" He nodded to my reply.
"Still the same. Keeps asking about you." He sighed rubbing his forehead.
"B-but.. why is he still there?" I obviously knew why he was still there.
"Haven't they told him about me? What happened?" I gulped.
I was nervous for some reason, guess I was just scared of Chris.*cough* asswipe.
"they knew what happened to you the school. They did an assembly about it."
I sobbed suddenly and Gerard quickly held me.
I sobbed into his arms. (How many times have I said that before?)
"Shhh. It's okay, Y/N." Gerard kissed the top of my forehead and I froze for a second. He just kissed me on the forehead. Yes I'm over reacting but- I calmed down when he did that and I snuggled more into him.
"I don't want to stay here Gerard. I feel weak, I don't want to be weak Gee. It's so boring and I just want to be normal."
"Being normals boring." Gerard implied. "Your unique. Your Y/N. and I love you for that."
Wait.
He loves me for that. Like.. as a friend?
But I feel asleep once I was in his warm embrace.A/N: i know, cringe. I went to school today... I guess it was fine. It didn't seem that long because we only had some lessons about three. I only have tomorrow and then I have another two days off!!
Hope you enjoyed this shitty chapter... Iknow it wasn't really a chapter lol
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Fanfiction[GERARD WAY X READER] this is so bad lmao would advise you not to read this- sensitive and triggering topics like self harm, extreme bullying, mentions of rape suicide attempts also a cliche highschool fic