20. Little Jerk

                                    

                                          
I literally ran to the boys tour bus. I really hope Zayn's in there or else I'll have to run all over the place.
                          
I knocked on the door. "Zayn are you in there!"
                          
No answer.
                          
"Zayn!"
                          
No answer.
                          
"Fine I'm coming in."
                          
Luckily the door was unlocked.
                          
"Hello?" I entered the bus and made my way to the back. I found Zayn sitting down with his hands covering his face.
                          
"Zayn?"
                          
He didn't move. I'm not sure if I should talk to him later or now.
                          
"I guess I'll talk to you later." I walked to door.
                          
"Wait Leigh-Anne."
                          
I turned around to face Zayn with red puffy eyes. Our faces were dramatically close I was backing away until I hit the wall.
                          
The next thing I knew he leaned in and kissed me. I froze.
                          
"Leigh-Anne." He backed away. "Talk to me."
                          
"Zayn- what?" I'm so confused!
                          
"Leigh-Anne I've grown feelings for you and I guess I was mad at myself for liking my girlfriend's best friend, I started yelling at Perrie and I ended up accidentally breaking up with her. I never wanted to lose Perrie Leigh-Anne, I messed up really bad!"
                          
"Zayn kissing me isn't making things much easier, just go back and apologize to Perrie."
                          
"I know but its not that simple. I said some bad things to her Leigh-Anne, I think its going to be awhile until she forgives me."
                          
"If you love her then go chase after her Zayn, don't let this mistake ruin your whole relationship."
                          
"You don't get it. I have feelings for you Leigh-Anne I feel like I'm hurting her when I think about you."
                          
"Zayn ignore me, don't think about me, and don't talk to me. Do something to forget about me."
                          
I have to admit I did felt something in that kiss but I can't. He's Perrie's. I might of had a little crush on him before but thats over thats the past. They were meant for each other and something is keeping them apart and thats me. 
                          
"I'll try but its going to be hard considering the fact that i kissed you and you're still here."
                          
Jesy's P.O.V
                          
"Jesy what do you want to drink?"
                          
"I'll have whatever your having."
                          
"Okay."
                          
I miss being at bar where all you do is sit down and drink a few then make conversations whoever you are with.
                          
Niall came back with two beers and looked at me with curiousity.
                          
"What?" I said.
                          
"Nothing, its just I thought you would've been with Harry, since he's your boyfriend and all-"
                          
"Wait you know?"
                          
"Uh yeah. Harry's one of my best mates he wouldn't hide something like that to the boys and me."
                          
"Oh."
                          
"Why are you upset?"
                          
"I don't know Niall, its just I don't think harry and I were meant to be together. He's a nice lad and all, but not the kind of guy I'm looking for."
                          
"What do you mean?"
                          
"He's been rude to me a few times and thats pretty much ticking me off."
                          
"Really? I don't think the Harry I know would do that, he's probably hiding something from you."
                          
"You really think so?"
                          
"Well I don't know I guess. There was this one time he was being a little jerk to us, but we came to conclusion that he was hiding something from us."
                          
"Oh really what was that?"
                          
"He was the one who lost Zayn's phone."
                          
"Wow."
                          
"Yeah, he was just upset about what he has done. I guess he was mad at himself and just took a bit of it on us."
                          
"That's making a little sense. But can he be possibly hiding from me? It was a little odd that time when he asked me out not long ago. He didn't seem interested at me at all, with Jade you can tell-"
                          
"He's still into her?"
                          
"It seems like it."
                          
"I think he's using you."
                          
"What? No."
                          
"Just think about it. Jade has a boyfriend and you're single, he's probably dating you to make her jealous."
                          
"You sure? I know you're close to him and all but is he actually willing to do something like?"
                          
"I don't think he's that kind of guy."
                          
"Then why'd you say that?"
                          
"Because he's either doing that or something else. Look I know Harry well enough to know he's hiding something and he's hiding something from you."
                          
I looked at him with unease. Harry wouldn't do that to me, would he?
                          
Jade's P.O.V
                          
I went to go get my hair brush from the bus, because I forgot to put it in my bag, when I spotted Perrie laying on her bed. Sobbing.
                          
"Pez." I called out, "You okay?"
                          
"OF COURSE NOT!" Her outburst startled me. "I'm sorry Jade, I'm just upset."
                          
"Why?"
                          
"Zayn and i had a fight, I don't think we're together anymore."
                          
"What no? You serious? After you both been through its now over.. you know what I am going to talk to him."
                          
"No Jade please."
                          
"He broke my baby's heart what do you expect me to do."
                          
"Nothing. It's my fault okay. I got caught with having morning after pills by the pap and some fans okay he has every right to get t upswith me I practically lied and now its over."
                          
"Don't say that Perrie, listen he'll come around and ask for you to forgive him. It was just in the moment-"
                          
"I don't know Jade you weren't there you didn't hear what he said or the way he said it. He just kept saying awful things to me and i just dont know if we can both forgive eachother. I just need a little space thats all." 
                          
"Positive?"
                          
"Positive."
                          
"Okay, but if he does anything to hurt you I will hunt him down."
                          
"I doubt you have to do that."
                          
"Whatever you say."
                          
I feel bad for Perrie, she doesn't deserve that, it was an accident and Zayn should be more understanding. 
                          
I walked back to check the arena and i bumped into Harry.
                          
"Sorry." We both said at the same time.
                          
"Uh Jade have you seen Jesy anywhere i can't find her." Harry said not making eye contact with me.
                          
"Oh i saw her leave with Niall earlier, i don't know where though."
                          
"Oh do you mind helping me find her?"
                          
"Yeah sure,  is there anything wrong?"
                          
"No well yeah... I was being a jerk earlier and I want to apologize to her."
                          
"Oh okay. I'll help you."


                          
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I've been so busy lately I really didn't have time to update so sorry again for the long wait! In the summer I will try to post a chapter every week because I want to finish this story already and get into the second book
                          
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