I haven't been myself lately, I dont blame you for not wanting to stay. Saying things that I dont mean, and not meaning what I say. When its good its so good, when its bad its so bad, maybe I really have gone mad. What am I supposed to say, when I end up driving everyone away.
Cause I am on fire, a crying burning liar. Seeingnothing nothing but myself, and Im the one with the lighter.
Every inch of me is charred god what happened to my heart Im about to fall apart again again. And you're never coming back and Im not okay with that.
I should have never let myself get attatched again.
