Hawkfrost x reader

                                    

                                          
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P.s I have like no ideas for this chapter so sorry if it is trash 😅🗑
I padded into riverclan camp carrying a trout in my jaws, I walked to the prey pile and placed my trout on top and started walking to my den when I heard "(w/n)! Wanna go on a walk together?" Hawkfrost asked hopefully, "sure!" I chirped happily 'oh starclan did I come on to strong what if he thinks I'm a loser or something! Oh no!' I thought to myself mentally facepalming. As we walked through the forest he led me to a river with slates* at the bottom "umm... (W/n) I um really like you and I was wondering if you would like wanttobemymate?" He asked looking at the ground shuffling his paws, "OF COURSE!" I squeaked tackling him to the ground and licking his nose. As we arrived back at camp it was sunset so everyone was eating prey, I pulled out a pike from the pile and ate it in the corner of the camp, as I bit into the pike i felt a presence beside me, I turned to see hawkfrost and touched noses with him. "Want some fish?" I asked him kindly "sure" he grinned taking a bite.
Piks emit (use mirror to see message!)
I went to the Warriors den after a patrol, as I layed down I tried to get comfortable but I felt off, I spent outside of camp and threw up the fish, I slowly staggered into camp feeling worse then ever I decided to go too mothwing's den. I padded there slowly, hawkfrost noticed me stumbling across the clearing and raced to help me "are you ok? Are you hurt?" He asked I didn't reply I just continued walking. I reached mothwing's den after a slow and painful walk, I walked through the entrance and called out to her. mothwing's raced over inspecting me carefully "what's wrong?" She asked simply, "I haven't been feeling very well lately and I was just sick." I told her, she nodded to my story and then she said something that I hadn't expected to hear "hmm... Well you are a bit plumper and I have concluded that you are pregnant." She concluded "That or you are eating too much prey!" She joked. I gasped in surprise and glanced over too hawkfrost to see his reaction but he was just as happy/surprised as me, " OH MY STARCLAN IM GOING TO BE A FATHER!!!" He yelled sprinting around the clearing telling that to everyone, "toms" me and mothwing said at the same time. "So how long until I have to move into the nursery" I asked "hmm... Until the next full moon I think..." She said thoughtfully, hawkfrost came back into the den panting "I think you should move in as soon as possible!" He gasped I just laughed and thanked mothwing.
A few moons l8tr 
I was just laying in my nest in the nursery when I felt a pain in my stomach "AHH!!! My water broke" I told hawkfrost who was chilling beside me (fact: cats water brake) he started freaking out calling for mothwing who was sitting outside of her den. 
Tiny time skip bc I don't want to write about a cat giving birth
as the last baby slid out of me I felt dizzy and extremely weak, I heard some voices in the distance and they were talking about how none of my kits made it and how I was not going to make it, I let out a wail of dispare for my kits when I saw a small flicker of light and four tiny bodies padding towards me. I followed them glancing behind my shoulder to see hawkfrost laying beside my body crying and wailing for me and our kits didn't make it.
Hawkfrosts pov
I burst into the den to hear mothwing "s-she isn't going to make it, the birthing went horribly wrong a-and the kits... They were born dead..." She told me her voice cracking. I let out a cry and layed down beside my love, licking her ears and her cheeks "it will be alright" I told her, mainly trying to convince myself, I felt tears prick my eyes as her breathing got shallower until... "My love is gone" I said in shock as I cried.
A few weeks l8tr
I had decided that I would reak Havok apon this acursid world, starting with the man who hated my father.
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A/n What do you think?
*Slates are a type of rock that absorb warmth from the sunshine