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A/N: Yay! philly's pov! finally! also same with dan, italics is his thinking! enjoy!
                          
Phil's POV:
                          
          "Phil. I think I like you." Dan says nervously.  My heart flutters.  My mind goes dizzy.  He likes me!  A guy like him can't love me!  Is this a joke?  He's so beautiful, I just want to kiss him.  So I do.  I lean and close the gap between us.  I hear him gasp with surprise, but soon he kisses back.  He's kissing back! Maybe he really does like me?!  I finally break the kiss.  He looks up at me, with his beautiful chocolate swirl eyes, blushing.  I smile thinking he's too beautiful for this world.  A piece of his mocha hair falls in his face so, I brush it away.  That makes him blush even more.  I giggle.  "What?" he asks.  "Nothing, just admiring how pretty you are." apparently that was the right thing to say because he somehow blushes even more.  "Do you want to stay the night?" I ask, "Chris won't be back until tomorrow night."  He nods, but then looks concerned.  "What?" I question.  He looks to the left and answers "Oh... I-I just need clothes to sleep in."  I could tell that wasn't all of it, but I don't ask him anymore questions.  "You can borrow some of mine.  And before you say anything; No it's won't bother me, I'm happy to let you use my pajamas. Okay?" "Okay." he replies.  "Maybe okay will be our always."  I quote.  He giggles and lightly punches me.  "Don't you quote John Green with me, mister!"  "Well can I quote him one more time?" I ask.  "Fine." he giggles.  "Will you be my boyfriend?" (A/N: yes ik it's will you be my gf. im quoting page 123 in Looking for Alaska.  not a major jg quite but whatever lol continue) "For starters," he says very sassily, "That's not the correct quote it's 'Will you be my girlfriend' and that not even a major quote!  You're lucky I love John Green! And secondly, yes.  Yes I will be your boyfriend.". I smile and kiss him one more time before continuing the show.
                          
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          I wake up with my arms around Dan.  I got lucky with him.  I'm going to try to make him happy again!  I hope I'm with him for ever.  I smile when he starts to wake up.  He rolls over and blushes when he sees me looking at him. "What?" he questions "Nothing.". He narrows his eyes and ask if we can eat food.  We end up eating leftover pizza.  We keep talking, but eventually he has to leave.  I smile as we walk off to his flat.  Man, I really love him.


                          
~SKIP TWO MONTHS~
 
          Nooo. No. No. No. NO! He can't cut.  He can't! Is this my fault?  How long as he been doing this?  I can't have my baby cut!  What if he dies? No. Don't think like that.  "How long have you been cutting?!" I blurt. "Three years." I start crying.  No, he can't. My baby.  At least I didn't cause it but... My baby.  "I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner, but I thought you should know."  All I could respond with was a whimper.  He just rubs my back as I drift off into sleep.
                          
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          I wake up to whisper yells.  I see that dan isn't with me anymore.  I quietly get up and walk to the kitchen.  "He doesn't really love you.  He loves me!  You will never be with him!" Chris says sharply.  Chris?  Why is he telling this to Dan?  Is... is he jealous?  "Get your ass out of this house!  You don't belong here, Dan."  I see Dan run out of the house crying.  I go up to Chris.  "Chris why did you do that?  I love Dan!" I'm nearly yelling. "Because, Phil, I love you and I know I'm better for you than that depressed loser." Loser?  I wanna pun-  I'm cut off from my thoughts as Chris put his lips to mine.  
                          
          I immediately push off and wipe my mouth.  "Get. Out!" I yell at him. I can't kick him out.  He pays some of the rent and I'm broke.  I won't forgive him yet.  Chris smirks and walks out the door.  I sit on the floor feeling more guilty than ever.  Ten minutes pass and I finally decide to text Dan.
                          
Phil:  Dan, im soo soo soo sorry about what chris said to you.  i over heard what happened.  he's lying! everything he said is a lie.  I love you soo much don't forget.  pls don't hurt yourself
Danny <3:  ok.
Phil:  can i come over?  please let me.
Danny <3:  no. i'm really sorry i just need alone time.
Phil:  ok i understand. i love you dan
Danny <3:  i love you too.
                          
         With that I turn off my phone and drift off to sleep.
                          
A/N:  Did i do Phil's pov justice? let me know!    
xx mak