I Felt Drunk

                                    

                                          
I carried her to her bed. She slightly opened her eyes before I set her down.
                          
"Jungkook.." She muttered. I could tell she was half asleep. More like three-fourths asleep.
                          
I caressed her cheek.
                          
"Linnie-ah.." I said. She didn't reply. She was asleep.
                          
My face slowly got closer to hers. I couldn't stop it, it was automatic.
                          
What am I doing?!
                          
Everything went black for a second. I still had no idea what I was doing. I totally forgot where I was, too.
                          
I quickly opened my eyes. I saw Linnie's eyes. They were beautiful up close. Wait... Up close?!
                          
I finally had my senses and realized that--
                          
"Jungkook..?"
                          
I looked at her. 
                          
"Yah! What are you doing?!" She said.
                          
I pulled back. I was kissing her. I was kissing her.
                          
Oh, fuck, I was kissing her. Why? Why?!
                          
"Linnie-ah!" I said. "I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I'm sorry!"
                          
Was I? Was I really sorry?
                          
"Jungkook.." Linnie said. "I'm really tired, I think you should go."
                          
 I sighed. "Sorry.." I said again. She smiled sheepishly and shoved her pillow in her face.
                          
"I-it'sh nothinf.. Let's not talk about this, ohay?" I smiled at her muffled words and nodded.
                          
I closed the door on my way out. I had a huge smile. I kissed her.
                          
Her lips were soft and thin. And her tongue tasted like popcorn still. Wait. That was creepy.
                          
God, Jungkook, why are you so creepy?! Who taught you this? Nobody!
                          
I ran my fingers through my hair.
                          
You just kissed her while she was sleeping. Good job.
                          
But I mean... I kissed her, right? And She kissed me back, right? I think...
                          
I have to realize that Linnie is not the same person anymore. I have to process it. I loved her back then, but do I love her now?
                          
Shit, yeah, I do. It's barely been a day but all the old feelings are already coming back.
                          
What about that guy... Noah? Does she still like him? Hopefully not... But why did she kick me out..?
                          
Linnie-ah... Why're you so complicated? Why can't I love you and you love me?!

                          
~~~~~~~~~Linnie POV~~~~~~~~~
                          
So... What just happened? Was that supposed to make me like him? Did he do that on purpose? Of course, duh.
                          
I gave myself a thump on my forehead. No duh, he did it on purpose.
                          
Let's just keep it like this--
                          
He didn't kiss me. 
                          
He didn't carry me to bed. 
                          
We never watched the movie.
                          
All we did was went shopping and went to bed immediately afterward.
                          
He'll probably know that, as well. This never happened.